hi guys i really miss u all, but i had a lot of issues after my surgery, first couple of months after surgery things went pretty good for me and after that, some stuff happend to me, i have extreme depression and i feel lonely, i can't eat or sleep and when i went to the doctor, he said those issues your having right now is side effects from the surgery and it's serious, because last two months four people died of depression and now your having the same problem so from now on u better take some anti depression, so after months of pain, i feel lttle better, sometime it goes away and comes back again, i just feel empty inside and i have no feeling whatsoever, can't play games or movies, i don't go out, just, the only thing i do is lie on bed all day, but now i feel much better and i'm doing some progress, so i'm here for now.