Ugh....

After just recently having the baby's due date bumped up even further to "around Thanksgiving" there's nothing yet.  But it's getting to the point where the waiting is killing me.

I want to meet this little bugger, that surprised my wife and I so much, but yet, I don't.  I don't want to have to get used to having two kids yet...  I'm nervous about it. 

Will I be able to love my second kid as much as I do my little girl?  What if it's a boy?  Will I be able to love him as much as I do her?  Will I be able to learn to work with having two kids?

These are some of the questions that are blazing through my mind.  I've been told that when you have multiple kids, you find out that you can love one as much as the other.  Even if they're opposite sexes...    And I put faith in that.  I know I'm going to love this new kid as much as I do my daughter. 

I can't wait until I have my daughter and my other kid (Man, I hope it's a boy!!!) sit in my lap, so I can read to them both...  I can't wait until I have my daughter actually hold her sibling!!!  Already she says things like "baby cute" when she's talking about her baby doll, or a baby on tv or something...  but that's nothing compared to what she could or would say about a younger sibling. 

She's a very emotional child (my daughter) so I think she's going to love her sibling like nothing else, and I can't wait until I see her give him/her their first kiss -

Yeah, yeah, this is an emotional bunch of rants coming out of this azzhole's mind, but if you don't like it, you can F yourself you punk little sh***.....

Back to it though.....The wife went to her midwife today, and her mucus plug is gone.  she's effaced, and somewhat dilated...   so her midwife says that she wouldn't be suprised if her next appointment with my wife would have baby there with her.....

*shakes*

It's coming...   Not there yet....   but it will be here soon...  very soon.  I got the vibe it'll be within this next five days....  

Tavi