been hanging in there.

I just looked at my blog and...um...little scared that I blacked out like that. I seriously for the life of me wouldn't be able to tell you what happened to me or what was going through my head. I ended up scaring some people that didn't know what was going on.

for the most part, I'm trying my hardest to hang in there. stress is killer on me and I'm fearing a heart attack may follow me pretty soon. not much I can do to lessen it. there are those that aren't willing to attempt to help in that regard, but I don't hold blame on them.

well, time for me to go for now. I'll have to update everyone more later on. have a good night and you see any blood around...bring it my way. *grins*

*bows*

namaarie,

Integra