So about this freshman girl I wrote about almost a month ago... Me and her started to talk and became good friends (Imo). I thought I found someone I could express my emotions around without being criticised. But then a talk I had about her nephew who passed away led to me saying something that led to a breakdown in our friendship. Since that talk we've never gotten as close as we did... Why do I always push people away like that? I miss her. But good thing I didn't fall in love (I know it would have happened eventually if we continued) because I really would have gotten depressed. I never expected her to be the person she turned out to be (which is sweet, kind, and helpful). Alas, I suppose this is just one of the many events life throws at you. But I dropped the ball this time. This should prepare for next time, I hope (for all I know, this will be the last person I've come across who had the patience to listen to me). When we see each other, we still give each other a hug (usually). I decided to use this site to vent my life (haha, don't like it? Don't read it then).