Yesterday was the 5 year anniversary of the death of my friend Matt aka LIL Devil. His death still haunts me till this day, I rember it like it was yesterday we went to a party that this guy we knew but didnt know by the name of Frank.

 As soon as we walked in the front door we saw that the party was bangin and I started lookin around for some of my friends at the party, As I looked around I found some people sniffing up some coke in the living room and one of those people was Frank he looked at me and LIL Devil and told us to try it. I said naw it dont touch drugs kinfolk and I take a look at LIL Devil he just wouldnt stop looking at Frank and everyone else hittin up that coke, I said come on lets go see if we can find some our friends and some females to talk to, but he wouldnt stop looking he started walking towards them I stepped up I said "dont do this" he just looked at me and said "its alright its just one hit."

For some reason I just let him walk past me I just stood still for some reason, I wanted to stop him but I couldnt and then I saw him roll up a dollar bill and started to get ready to sniff up that coke I just turned around I saw this girl I knew Valarie,and I started talking to her then a few minutes later I hear people screaming the words "Oh my god he's not breathing"

I started looking around to see what everyone was panicing about I was looking all over the place I dind'nt find any thing untill I went to the living room and that where I saw it, the moment that has been haunting me for all these years seeing my boy LIL Devil face down on the table. I ran up and checked his pulse nothin and I checked to see if he was breathing nothin. Everyone was calling 911 and as soon as the paramedics arrived and try to see if the could revive him I was hoping they could get his heart beating again but I knew that he left this world.

Till this day I have a dream where I'm at the the party and I see LIL Devil face down on the table and then he pic up his head and say "why didnt you help me Kutt ?" "you could have stoped me" My friend  Big Devil, LIL Devil's older brother said its not my fault but I still feel guilty, I can handle this painful memory but yesterday I felt the worst I just really couldnt do anything yesterday I just was laying down and kept thinking about what happend 5 years ago.

Houston,Texas is definately making a name for itself with artists such as Bun B, Slim Thug, Chamillionaire, Z-Ro, etc. On this album, I find that Z-Ro is creating a spot for himself among the best. I honestly do not believe that he is given the credit he deserves lyrically wise. He has the ability to "spit" real talk and deliver it in a creative manner. I am not going to say that this album has overall classic or platinum potential simply because he does not know how to incorporate a banging beat behind his powerful voice. He seems to be trapped in the early 90's beat wise, but there is nothing wrong with that if that is your style. It's a real breath of fresh air. I think that if he collaborated with a hot producer, he would shut some of these hot artists down. My favorite track on this album is 1 Night. I can't even put into words how much I enjoyed that song.  The fact that this album talks about his struggles, I wouldn't be surprised if this album only appealed to young men who have been in prison and live in the suburbs.All I can say is this is one of my favorite Cd's of all time But in order for you to truley appericate this Cd you gotta pick it up or download it or what ever you got to do to get this cd. Here are my top 5 tracks but dont get me wrong this whole cd is worth listing to.

1. 1 Night

2. Respect My Mind

3. From The South

4. Mo City Don

5. Don't Wanna Hurt Nobody