Well I had a bad night yesterday and a bad moorning today. A friend told me some things that he was dying for telling me, it makes no sense why he did that but he did it anyway. He told me some things that I had been thinking about the whole week and the little proud that I had felt to the floor. I know he is kinda right and that is what scare me. This afternoon I am gonna try to do some things that are gonna help me a little to get things out of my head and that will work to make him angry. In fact all that he told me was all that he did, so we are the same and all the things he can throw me at the face can be thrown into his face aswell. I am just so angry with him and for what he did, he had no reason, he only did it to make me feel bad. Congratulations, he made it. Now I only need a time to talk with another one and confess what he told me, I hope that the other one will be on my side and in the other side. Anyway, I think that is impossible right now.