In the same moment that you hear things that you had never imagine, you realized that things had broken so long ago...
As you turn away, you think if it is really posible that all that you did was for nothing...As you start walking, you think if it is posible that things cannot be as they were in the past... As you look above, you think if it is posible that you truly deserve the betrayal...
But you stay strong, because you knew that you never had nothing, because you knew that that person was never there after all, because you knew that you never would achieve the happiness...
Tears did't come out, now is not a posibility, now it is a fact, a thruth... You stand, because things were clear since the very beginning.
Anyway, while all things are falling apart, when you soul is turning into pieces, when the air that blew under your wings left... You stay right there, thinking about the past that has gone, the future that will never be true..
Simply,that person was your whole life and now is not there anymore so... you are not living anymore and you get a terribly fear... a fear that you were feeling so long ago... And you just wanna be alive, you just wanna feel again, you just wanna have something when you have nothing...
Just...Hoping for Hope...