So I was reading through my blogs because I'm very, very bored and I was thinking-- wow that's who I used to be? Looking back I sounded more full of life, wit, humor, and optimism than I am now. Anyone else every look back and ask what happened to that kid (yourselves, that is)?

Part of me is still here, just grown. Yeah, I guess that's what happened. I hadn't blogged in 2 years and I look back at how things have changed. Luckily I'm comfy with who I've become. I read part of my blog about how I'm starting college and now I'm ending my 2-year college and moving on to a senior university. My, my how things have changed.

I've learned to pull through while discovering how grim of a world this is with only one hope: that if I stay optomistic and "light", I'll bring some love, peace, and those other cliche things to this world. Sounds corny but I've avoided many cracks within the past 2 years that would've made me into a lot of the people I see on the streets that look miserable.

I know this blog is me focused but I hope those of you that still read my blogs can relate or understand how I'm feeling looking back. Yeah they were simple blogs on a gaming forum but all the emotion I had at that time just came flooding back.

Aaaand for the me in a few months/ years/ centuries if we invent a panacea.... change just enough to grow but don't lose touch of your pure and innocent desires. If this world is so dark then shed some light.

Kay, thanks and bye.

P.S. this world is only a reflection of yourself.