Seems everything is falling apart. I can't let it happen, but what should I do?

That is all we can do.

I enabled comments since people are able to comment even when it is disabled. I don't know why. Anyways Happy New Year to all of you guys and girls. Its the new year 2006. I hope for the best for everyone. For some of you, it will be a fresh start and a new beginning in their life. I know some of you have resolutions. I wonder if you guys can keep them. LOL. Anyway, have a good year people. I hope for the best this year. I guess we will have to wait and see.

Today is the day that I found the answer to my question. I have to say that it is everything that I hoped for. The answer answers a lot of my questions. However, it opened up a lot more questions. I am starting to wonder if there is ever an end to this. Tonight is a busy night, but today is still a good day. I finally found out something that I have been pondering for quite some time. I must say it feels good and it makes me smile.  

I am curious about how my future would be like. However, I rather not know. College applications are definitely a burden. I can't believe I will be leaving Brooklyn Tech soon. This year will breeze by. I wonder how my life will be in college. I have many expectations, but they never seem to happen. Half of me believes it will happen and the other half doesn't.

My life isn't going in the direction I was hoping for. I don't know what to say. I guess I need confirmation. I hate pondering over something and not know the answer. I have to find out somehow. I don't know how though. I believe one problem could be the cause of all the problems. If you solve one problem, you may be able to solve the rest.

School starts tomorrow for me. It is going to be a very different year. I don't know what to expect. Sometimes it is better for you to uncover the future by yourself than to see the future. Too many changes in life. I guess have to get use to all of them.

It's been OK. I wish I had played more console games though. I should have done some community service. I still have to study for the SATs. Senior year at Brooklyn Tech will be a very different year. I'm not sure if I will like it. Anyways, every day of the summer is almost the same. Nothing different. Better than school I guess.

I don't know what to say. All I can do is wait and see.

School is ending soon before my eyes. I have quite a large amount of work. High School is very different from Junior High. I don't want summer vacation to start yet. There are things that I still want to do. It won't be the same next year. I just don't know what to do.