I really hope I can come up with a title for my next blog...I hate making blogs that don't have a title so I justt make up stupid titles and I needs to have a good one soon. :P Well...I'm sure I'll eventually make a blog that has a good title. :D :P Oh, and before I forget...even though it's two days late...I hope that all of you had an AWETHUM Forth Of July...but I'm sure you all did...how can you NOT enjoy the Forth Of July? :D :P The last time I made a blog was on Saturday night and now it's Wednesday morning where I live so I guess I have a somewhat long blog to make. :P Okay...next paragraph... :P

On Sunday nothing special really happened. :P I just did stuff that I've been doing for my past few days of Summer Break and I spent a lot of time outside as Dan. I actually just went on a long walk and on the way back I stopped back by that coffee shop I've been to for the past few days and I actually didn't run into Jessica at all...it was kinda wierd actually...I thought I would run into her again...but I'm glad I didn't. :P Oh, one really interesting thing did happen when I got back to my mom's place on Sunday afternoon actually. :P Well...when I came back to my dad's place at around 5 so he could take me and my little brother to our mom's place, I was still Dan...and I figured it wouldn't be that big of a deal and if I stayed Dan when I came home my mom's friends (I knew they were coming over...they haven't for a while...they've probably been too busy being dumb, snobby, homophobic jerks and were scared of coming over and seeing me. And I'm sure they've been mean to my mom because of me...which I actually feel somewhat bad about. ) were already over and well...they got to see Dan! :twisted: :P It was pretty interesting...they didn't even bother to ask me what I was doing...one of them just said something to my mom along the lines of: "Great. First your daughter was a tomboy, then a lesbian, and now she's a transgender! Why is this freak always up to something she shouldn't be?!". Of course then I knew they didn't know it was a prank and legit thought I was a transgender...so...since my mom's "friends" are such jerks...I decided to play along with it and annoy the heck out of them! :twisted: :P After about an hour they had left because they had apparently had enough of me. :lol: :P I was glad I did what I did to be honest...my mom's "friends" are jerks and they immediately thought that I was a transgender and didn't bother to ask me...they just went on an assumption...which is stupid if you ask me...I have a wierd mind...I could be thinking and doing anything. :lol: :P After that the rest of the night was normal...but I did try convincing my mom to get some better friends than those jerks...she seemed to be listening to me...even if she tried to come off like she weren't listening to me.I hope it worked...mainly for her sake... :P Next paragraph. :P

Monday was the Forth Of July and I honestly had an AWETHUM time! :D We went to my great-grandmother's house (She's doing quite well if you're wondering) and it was pretty much like a giant party if you ask me...we could go anywhere in the house or go in the backyard or the patio or anywhere we wanted to. :P It was pretty fun...and because I could go anywhere I wanted to...I didn't really run into any of the snobby adults in my family. :D :P Oh, and during this entire time I was NOT Dan...I wasn't planning on being Dan for the 4th Of July and if I was Dan...my mom would have probably wanted to kill me. :lol: :P Oh, one thing that was kinda bothering me when I was at my great-grandmother's house was that I wasn't sure if I had already told my older cousin about my sexuality yet...I was pretty sure I had but I couldn't recall doing so. :P So...during around noon I brought her into one of the small side rooms in the house that no one uses or goes into for anything and told her. She seemed like she had never known this (she did seem surprised) and actually seemed a little angry at me. She went outside for a little while...probably into the backyard...and then she came back where I was and said: "This is how I deal with homosexual freaks like you!" and then she picked me up, went outside, and threw me in a mud puddle in the backyard. :P She actually had me really nervous there for a while...I thought she was actually angry with me somehow. :lol: :P My older cousin said that she seriously didn't care if I am a lesbian and all that matters is that I'm still the same person she's always known. :D And then she told me that she had already known that I was a lesbian anyways and just wanted to mess with me. :P After that we went back into the house and I took a quick shower and got changed into a spare change of clothes that I brought (I'm not an idiot...I always bring at least two spare changes of clothes to the 4th of July. :P ) and then went on with my day. :P Oh, and I did find out a little something more about myself...when I went out on the patio my mom and nana and a few other family members were up there and my mom and nana were telling stories of me when I was a baby...oh Zeus...I hate it when adults do that... :P But...my nana told me to stay for a little while because there was one story that she actually thought I would like to hear. So I stayed up there for a little while. :P I found out that when I was a baby (even when I had just been born) I was apparently very focused and I loved it when people would read to me (I would apparently point at every word and want someone to repeat it to me and then say it back to myself a lot). I also was talking earlier than most babies would be talking and I took WAY longer to start walking than most babies. :P I guess that reveals a lot about myself right off the bat...I was more mentally developed than physically developed (I'm still more brains than brawn...WAY more brains than brawn actually. :P ) and when I get into something I'm pretty much hyper focused on it and like to learn. And a few of my nana's friends apparently said when I was a baby that I would grow up to be ridiculously smart (I don't get how early speech and delayed walking and being hyper-focused on certain things is a true sign of it...or if it even is a sign though...I should Google it or something... :P ) and that turned out to be true. :P Kinda wierd if you ask me...I was even a freakish brainiac baby! :lol: :P Anyways, later that night we went to watch the fireworks and they were AWETHUM. :D That's all I haveta really say about that day...next paragraph... :P

Yesterday wasn't really that special. :P I slept in for a while...until about 10 I think. :P And then I just studied some Latin vocabulary, practiced the flute, took a shower, went on this site, and other stuff that Ihave been doing lately. :P I actually finished writing my song yesterday and the lyrics are AWETHUM if you ask me...although some people might find them somewhat offensive so I won't post them on this site unless some peoples actually ask me. :P I spent some time outside but I was actually Dan all day...I decided I might as well also stay Dan at home...it's not a big deal...and I honestly like being Dan...hopefully nothing is wrong with that... :P Oh Zeus...there probably is something wrong with that actually...well...whatever...it's not that big of a deal and well...if people think I'm a freak...they can continue to think that. :P Other than that, I didn't really do anything that special and I had a nice, somewhat productive day. :D :P

Today it's the morning where I live and I don't really have any plans for today. :P I doubt I'll be Dan for the entire day...and I know I won't be Dan when I call Jenna today. :P Maybe we can do something today...I haven't been over her house or went on a date with her for a few days. :D Yeah...that sounds like a good idea...I'll call her later today at around noon. :D And in the meantime I'll just practice the flute, study Latin vocabulary, and relax. :P Wow...I actually had a good idea for once in my life. :lol: :P I don't have much else to say in this blog. :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)