I'm so upset about this. A few days ago I found out that the guitarist of GWAR, Cory Smoot (stage name's Flattus Maximus) died of a drug overdose. I'm so upset about this...I get it...drugs are bad and the dude shoulda known better because they kill peoples and what he did was wrong...but I still have reason to be upset. GWAR needs a new guitarist and they're gonna have a new sound whenever they make a new album. I'm really upset...I loved the sound of their more recent albums, Bloody Pit of Horror and L*st in Space...and we're not gonna get that sound anymore with whoever they get to be the new guitarist. I'm so upset...this seems to happen all the time...members of metal bands I love always die of drug overdoses... I just hope the rest of GWAR remains in tact and their general sound and dirty lyrics stay the same...and whoever the new guitarist adopts the character of Flattus Maximus...or at least a variation of it. At least they still have Oderus Urungus and Balsac the Jaws of Death...they're my two favorite GWAR members. Well...sorry about this...I'm just kinda upset about this. And I think my metalhead friends and I went to the last GWAR concert with Cory Smoot when we went to see GWAR two weeks ago. And "GWARnography" was the last song recorded with the dude. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wd8PXECQ6X0&feature=relatedRest in peace, Cory Smoot...all of the metalheads on the planet including myself will never forget you and your amazing music. *devil horns* My metalhead friends and I need to honor Cory Smoot by listening to all the songs that were recorded with him on guitar.

Aside from that...everything is going pretty well. :D (I'm just pretending to be happy...I'm not really too happy at the moment...I'm still wicked upset about this...more upset than when I realized that Stu Block butchered "Dante's Inferno" by Iced Earth. And I was depressed and p*ssed off about that for over a month. ) Nothing too special really happened this week...so I don't really have too much to talk about. :P This week was surprisingly not too stressful and I didn't have a ton of work or any real projects. :P Except in English we had this debate all week about which book is better: My Antonia or Joy Luck Club. :P It's JLC, duh! :lol: :P My team won...so on Monday we get something...not sure what yet...but we get something. :P And in Italian we have to memorize the meanings of 165 words my Tuesday...how fun! :D :P Kidding...it's not that bad...I already knew over 80% of the words from the past two years or from Latin or English connections. :P Other than that everything hasbeen pretty normal...aside from a ridiculously hard Adv. Geo. test...I think I did horrific on it...I'd be surprised if I didn't fail... :P After school activities have also been going quite well...after school tutoring has been going really well and the last GSA meeting was really fun. :D We had a conversation about the huge topic of coming out...which is gonna be followed up next week with a discussion about family issues and religion (because usually religion leads to family members being strongly against the LGBT community and that can make coming out wicked hard for some LGBT individuals. In my case...my family's not really religious...so I'm lucky. :P I can get away with saying this: "SCREW CATHOLICISM!!!" *devil horns* :P Sorry...I'm not really against Catholicism...but I could get away with saying that kinda stuff in my house...although anything pertaining to Satanism is banned for some reason and my mom thinks I'm a Satanist. :P Whatever...maybe I am. :twisted: :P I'm not telling you. :P Kidding. :P ) which should also be epic. :D And I'm dragging three of my friends to the next GSA meeting against their will. :lol: :P I'm a bad person. :P Oh, and I finally convinced one of my friends, MH, to watch My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic...all it took was me trolling her on gmail and facebook ALL NIGHT. :lol: :P And her favorite pony is...RAINBOW DASH!!!!! :D :P YES...I'm SO HAPPY about this...I thought I was the only one who really liked Dashie! :D :P All my other friends either like Rarity or Fluttershy best... :P Screw them... :P Kidding. :P Oh, and there was a new MLP episode today...it was really good...even though it focused on Rarity...I was surprised she went out of her way to go to the Sisterhoof Social and get all dirty just to make her sister, Sweetie Belle, happy. :P Random but my metalhead friends and I are gonna be forming that metal band soon...we've agreed that it shall be called Sutrom Tse Suut Oed...backwards Latin...so it reads (when it's not backwards) Deo Tuus Est Mortus...and...hehe...if you wanna know so badly what that means...Google translate it or something and sorry if it's offensive. :P We were first gonna call ourselves the Warriors of Satan or something like that...but we thought we'd be more creative and have our band name be in the new language we're inventing called Demon. :lol: :P And we're also gonna do some GWAR and Satan's Host tributes. :twisted: :P Satan's Host is the best Satanic metal band ever. :twisted: :P Sorry...I can't help it...I love metal and Satanism fascinates me. :P Now I just needs to find some Latin swear words and get more pentagrams and black hooded robes and pitchforks and we'll be well on our way. :twisted: :P And I then we need instrument lessons...I needs to learn how to play the drums. :P But that's just a minor detail. :lol: :P Kidding. :P Next paragraph... :P

I've also been trying to make one of my former friends, SS, no longer be homophobic. It's not going too well to be honest...she keeps avoiding me and won't even talk to me and if I try to talk to her she just ignores me. I don't get it...why does she keep avoiding me? I don't understand homophobia too well...but I don't get why she'd hate me or want to avoid me...I don't have a crush on her and I don't have AIDs or any other STD...so...yeah...I don't see why she'd wanna avoid me. :P I think she's just a little ignorant or she's been brought up to think that homosexuals are bad peoples and/or she's strongly religious. I'm hoping I can change that but I'm not sure if I can...and I don't want to lose a friend over something irrelevant to our relationship like my sexuality...that has nothing to do with anything...I just want to be friends with her. And we were friends...but when she found out that I'm a lesbian...she's been avoiding me ever since and I HATE it...this is the first time someone's treated me differently because of my sexuality and I guess I'm not handling it too well. I just hope I can get her to change her mind eventually and at least be able to tolerate me along with other members of the LGBT community. It's not like we're bad people...except me...I'm just evil...but that's just the way I am. :twisted: :P

Oh Zeus...LISTEN TO THIS SONG...IT'S FREAKING EPIC! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wcn3C0d84vA&feature=relatedThis is the best freaking death metal I've ever heard...WAY better than Carnifex could ever dream to be. :twisted: :P *devil horns* Noctem is my new favorite death metal band. :D :P Anyways...this weekend I've been playing this prank of Jenna...I want her to think that I'm mentally unstable and see what she thinks. :P I guess you could also say that it's kinda sorta a test...would she be able to handle me and whatever obvious flaws I might have? :P She's doing quite well so far...she actually felt bad for me when I told her and kissed me. :P Maybe I should pretend to be mentally unstable more often... :lol: :P Oh, and she said that it was very brave of me to tell her that. :P Oh, and she even offered to meet with my psychiatrist today. :P (I legit scheduled an appointment with a legit psychiatrist today) Oh Zeus I love Noctem's drumming... :P I wanna be able to drum as epic as the dude playing those drums... :P But anyways...Jenna's gonna come there with me at around 6 so I should probably get ready for that because after that meeting we're gonna go on a date. :P I'm thinking that after the date I'll just tell her that it was a prank. :P Oh Zeus...I gotta get all of Oblivion from Noctem on my iPod...it's freaking epic. :twisted: :P *devil horns* I don't have much else to say in this blog. :P I should get ready to meet with my psychiatrist and then go on a date with Jenna... :P Arrivederci. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)