Before I get to the title...which should be fairly obvious by the way...I need to vent. Okay...I'm so upset right now! My former friend is still avoiding me and I'm so upset about this! I thought we were good friends...and then I told her that I was a lesbian and she's been avoiding me for weeks now! I'm so upset...and I don't understand why she's doing this. Does she have something against lesbians? Is she homophobic? Maybe I just did something really bad... I'm hoping it's just me then. The only way I could know that then is to get someone else who's a lesbian to talk to her... Oh Zeus...who else do I know that's a lesbian...? :P Am I stupid?! :P My girlfriend, duh! :lol: :P Maybe I can ask Jenna to try to talk to her and see what happens. Jenna isn't friends with SS like I was...so she hasn't mentioned SS avoiding her...but I'll ask Jenna nicely and if she offers to help me out we'll see what happens. :D Yeah...I like this idea. I just wanna know why she's avoiding me. If it's because she's homophobic...then I'll be on a "diplomatic mission" to help rid ze world of homophobia. :D My reasoning is that LGBT individuals are completely normal and they're good people...except me...but I'm just evil. :twisted: :P Okay...I thought I was gonna need to vent...I ended up working out stuff in my head. :P Thanks for reading this paragraph. :P Oh, and I've been trying to talk to SS all week...she's responded to me a few times...but only in one-word answers. Well...I hope I can work this out soon...I'm trying to be optimistic...this whole thing is kinda getting to me though. :P Everyone says that SS isn't worth my time...but I wanna get to the bottom of this...I don't wanna lose a friend over something stupid. :D Next paragraph... :P

This week I was pretty busy so I didn't do anything too special. :P I was just really busy with schoolwork and even today since I have the day off because it's Veteran's Day I'm still pretty busy. :P I actually didn't manage to finish all my homework last night...I think all my teachers assigned extra homework because we have a long weekend... :P But...this week was pretty boring...nothing exciting happened. :P So I'll just get to today. :P I woke up kinda sorta early because I had stuff to do. :P I finished my homework that I didn't finish last night (I know it's so uncharacteristic of me to put off homework. :P I was just really tired last night...and I think I'm starting to get a little sick...I had some chills last night and I'm starting to get a fever. I think it was the bad weather last night...it was raining really hard and it was pretty cold. I know weather effects my moods...bad weather makes me somewhat depressed...and when I'm depressed I'm more likely to get sick for some reason. :P Oh well...maybe Jenna will feel bad for me and come to visit me at home... :P I'd like that. :P Wait...she won't be able to kiss me...I don't like that idea. :P It's just not like us to not kiss if we see each other...we almost always kiss when we see each other. :P ), and that took a fair amount of time but now it's done and I can enjoy the long weekend. :P I also practiced the flute, took a shower, packed up my stuff for when I go to my dad's place, and some other stuff that I can't remember at the moment. :P That's why I made a checklist. :P And I saved Rainbow Dashie's place on the GSA bulletin board by writing a paper so my friend, MH, doesn't kill me. :lol: :P Don't ask. :P That reminds me...after school tutoring on Monday went really well...I got to tutor Math again and the sixie I was tutoring understood everything perfectly. :D And GSA was really fun...we had a conversation about religion and homosexuality which was really interesting...and we occasionally got off-topic. :P At the beginning of the discussion a few people who were kinda new were a little shy soI said: "You know...you guys can talk...this is a safe place, even though we're locked in a room with each other for an hour with a giant box of scissors.". :P My friend, MH, hit me with her French textbook and said: "Great job, Alicia."...sarcastically...obviously. :lol: :P Surprisingly...that got more people talking. :P What? :P At least it worked. :lol: :P I don't have anything else to really say about the week. :P But...I did have an oral presentation in Italian and I got a 100% on it which I'm so happy about! :D That's about it... :P

Jenna and I have a date planned for tonight. :P But...I'm feeling somewhat under the weather...I'm kinda tired and I have a fever and I just feel not so good. :P So...I dunno...we might need to cancel and go on a date some other time. I feel very bad about that...I was excited about this date...I'm always really happy to be able to spend time with Jenna...and I feel horrible for getting sick. I couldn't have done anything but...it just feels bad. I guess I'll call her after I make this blog. Maybe we can do something else. I know Jenna won't be mad at me...I've been sick before and we've had to cancel dates before because of other stuff and it's never been a big deal. :D But...I still feel kinda bad. :P Well...Jenna and I can think of something... :P We're smarticle...we go to BLS. :lol: :P I don't have much else to say in this blog and I'm still kinda tired so I think I'm gonna call Jenna and take a nap after that. :P I'm sorry this blog is kinda short...I just don't have much to say and...well...I don't feel too well...and I'm upset about the thing with SS on top of it all. Vale. -MightyBFan25 (Alicia)