well before i explain why i cant breathe easily anymore, i just wanna say that, why the hell did monolith make such great graphics in an online game..

yesterday the computer i use for online gaming went offline .. permenantly .. one of the ram chips fried ... well i was a crappy PC and its not mine though. it had 2 X 256 MB.

now it only has 256 which means i can no longer play Fear Combat, or ofcourse just FEAR or anynew game period.

and to make life even harder, yesterday one of my friends, who are no frins no mo, Twisted my back so hard it actually cracked ... no i live on pain killers.