First off, for those who don't know about this... I'll tell you a quick recap of what's goin' on... Well, back in late January I decided to write him a letter. I have had this crush on him for the past like 3- 4 years, and I didn't know how to tell him. So, one night I was listening to the radio and "Ain't No Other Man" by Christina Aguilera came on ... And it's the perfect song because that's how I feel about him. I don't think I'll ever find someone that I love that much that I'd want to marry... Well, I wrote him a letter and explained it to him. And well, he replied {which I'll post here soon} and well, I wrote him a letter back so I know if we were on the right page or not... Well, it's been almost 2 friggin' months and no reply... My friend said that she heard he hasn't replied because there isn't anything to reply to... BULL SH!T! I'd like to know what's going on... Okay to introduce the letter... First part is cuz I told him I'd miss him when he goes away to college. Anywho... What do I do? Here's his reply. 
Dear Kalyn,
I will probably go to college in Michigan. It's like a 99.9% chance of happening. I will miss you and all my other friends. It's just been a dream of mine to go to the University of Michigan, and if I can't go to Michigan, I'll just go to one of the other schools around Michigan.
Anyway, I'm glad getting this off your chest made you feel better. The fact is that, I hae a girlfriend (...) and I love her very, very much! I just don't feel that way about you. I see you as being one of my friends that I can count on for anything. You're one of my best friends and ... is my girlfriend.
I'm sorry if those note makes you sad. The last thing I want to do is make you cry. I just feel that I needed to tell you the truth. I'm sorry
. I don't want this to affect our friendship in an way. You'll always be one of my friends, that is one thing that will never change.Always your friend, ....
So what do I do? That's one thing... In a note he wrote me last year {last school year} ... He said that "I think, no I know, you are the nicest girl I have ever met and probably will ever meet." ... Why can't he see me for me? He's the only man that I can see myself marrying. I mean, he's a Christian, he's caring and nice and all that jazz.... His "girlfriend" and I used to be friends but in the past few years {before they started dating} she's been really b!tchy towards me and now shehas to act all Miss Nice Girl to me because she knows me & him are best friends.
So what do I do?
I need all the help I can get!
But now I need help...
Much love to you girls and gents {if any read this}.
~Kalyn~
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