Nakichiel / Member

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Restless

I've felt like I was supposed to do something important today, and I have no idea what it was supposed to be. I don't mean in that sense that I actually had something planned that I was supposed to attend, but more in the metaphysical sense, as if fate wanted me to be at a certain place at a certain time but I had no idea what fate's schedule was. I do know that my internet cut out twice, and I kept getting disconnected fromĀ Unreal TournamentĀ over and over again for no reason, as if fate was telling me to get the hell off the computer. I hate premonitions, especially when I can't figure them out.

Fate should really learn to use email.

I feel so damned manic lately and it's driving me crazy. I ran 5 miles today, and I'll probably start doing it every day or every other day. Maybe I should take advantage of this stage and clean my room.

I tried working on a tattoo design that I've been wanting to get for a long time, but I couldn't get from the concept in my head to anything resembling what I want it to look like on paper. Maybe I can coerce my artsy fartsy (extra emphasis on fartsy) roommate to do it for me.

I need to do something creative. I think that's what is building up inside me.