not much to say, jodys still hasnt responded. Jody if your ignoring me thats a pretty ****ed up thing to do, girl. I thought you were different and i still hope you are but its getting tough. the otehr day i had the most amazing dream, I was on a date with Jody and we were so happy together. why the **** did I have to wake up? why? I just wanted to be happy with jody and then this goddamn world took that from me. wouldn't be the first time the world took **** from me. or the first time i wished id never woken up.

goddamnit

sry