N.E.R.D - Rock Star

F*ckin' posers
It's almost over now
It's almost over now
Yeah

You think the way you live is okay
You think posin' will save the day
You think we don't see that you're running
Better call your boys cause I'm coming

You can't beat me
I'm a rock star
I'm rhyming on top of a cop car
I'm a rebel and my .44 pops far
It's almost over now
It's almost over now
I guess you ain't heard that we swallow guys
It's too damn late to apologize
When you see the mantle or will you see the skies
It's almost over now
It's almost over now

You think you don't have to ever quit
You think that you can get away with it
You think the light won't be ever lit
It's almost over now
Almost over now

Something's on your chest
Better get it off
There'll be no one left when we set it off
We ain't gonna take it no more
Since

It's almost over now
It's almost over now

You have plenty of time
There was no rush
But it was your dream to be like us
You're in dreamland so you don't care
And as you wait
We're standing there

You can't beat me
I'm a rock star
I'm rhyming on top of a cop car
I'm a rebel and my .44 pops far
It's almost over now
It's almost over now
I guess you ain't heard that we swallow guys
It's too damn late to apologize
When you see the mantle or will you see the skies
It's almost over now
It's almost over now

You think you don't have to ever quit
You think that you can get away with it
You think the light won't be ever lit
It's almost over now
Almost over now

Something's on your chest
Better get it off
There'll be no one left when we set it off
We ain't gonna take it no more
Since

It's almost over now
It's almost over now

You don't succeed cause you hesitate
You think we're fly
But we levitate
Just be yourself
Don't ask us why
Cause if you don't we'll make you fly

You can't beat me
I'm a rock star
I'm rhyming on top of a cop car
I'm a rebel and my .44 pops far
It's almost over now
It's almost over now
I guess you ain't heard that we swallow guys
It's too damn late to apologize
When you see the mantle or will you see the skies
It's almost over now
It's almost over now

You think you don't have to ever quit
You think that you can get away with it
You think the light won't be ever lit
It's almost over now
Almost over now

Something's on your chest
Better get it off
There'll be no one left when we set it off
We ain't gonna take it no more
Since

It's almost over now
It's almost over now

You can't beat me
I'm a rock star
I'm rhyming on top of a cop car
I'm a rebel and my .44 pops far
It's almost over now
It's almost over now
I guess you ain't heard that we swallow guys
It's too damn late to apologize
When you see the mantle or will you see the skies
It's almost over now
It's almost over now

Wheeeee^_^ today starts my 1 and a half week of spring break:) Many of my friends are sad and just sitting and crying though... cause not too soon, our class will split up and we will begin on college and never see each other again. It's sad cause we've been through so much together and I know I will miss everyone. Yesterday I went for a 2 hour walk with Tonje and just talking about this, at least I got her a little more happy^_^ ah well, Easter is coming up and that means candy!!!:D and I got more time to spend with you guys:D

Wheeee, Berlin was awesome!!:D I do graffiti so visiting the city of graffiti was just plain awesome^_^ I had so much fun there with all of my friends. Although I got into a little incident where I was caught smuggling a bottle of tequila into the hotel...>_> I don't drink but it was for my friends, I putted the bottle in Nicoline's purse and tried to walk in with it:lol: they knew there was something suspicious at once they saw me with a purse:P It went out on my grades but I don't really care. Other than that I danced enough for 3 years in one night:P when I really got going I got extreme applause:lol: I missed my honey bunch Roxy though, great to get home and talk to her again too^_^ ah well, good to see ya and it's good to be back too:D

Yay!! Today is our school trip to Germany^_^ I'll be gone til Friday so y'all keep the peace while the sheriff's outta town... or sumthin like that:P Hehee, it's gonna be so much fun, although I didn't get a hotel room with any of my friends since girls and guys aren't allowed to sleep at the same room there...V_V but meh... I'll live^_^ Okay you guys will have to keep the War Topic going without me, are we going for my plan or not Mauricio? Roxy my honey bunch, I miss ya already darling, I'll be thinking about you every day baby^_^ And everyone else, see ya Friday;)

Yay! the snow has finally started to melt^_^ there's still plenty, but at this rate it'll be gone in a month or two:D other than that I just finished finals at school, I had the last english test today and I guess it went pretty well, although my math final was way off...>_> I've also gotten a letter with a warning of subjects at school that I've dropped down in grades in...V_V and it's like every subject:? I can't show that to my parents so I think I'll fake a signature lol:P I've missed Roxy though, she's got internet problems so I haven't talked to her for a whole week now, but I'll just wait til she gets back^_^ SSU is starting to get back on track, there's just some small argues here and there but we're trying to sort those out and I think we can make it. I'm going to Berlin in Germany next week on a school trip, it's gonna be pure awesomeness:D and after that I have 1 week of spring break so it just keeps looking better:) although there's always something that spoils my happiness so let's just wait and see.

I'm kinda sick of my life actually, it's boring and it's the same every day... I wake up, brush my teeth, put on some clothes, go to school, sleep at school, hang out with some friends, gets home, sittin on GS maybe with some friends over, eating dinner, look at the snow that just won't stop coming and going to bed... I guess it kinda has something to me to do too though, cause my life ain't bad that's not what I'm saying, but I'm constantly waiting for that lil' miracle to change everything and make the day more exciting... but deep inside, I know that miracle doesn't exist and it will never happen. when Roxy ain't on, I'm bored to death so I watch some anime. When she gets on, I'm happy again, I get to talk to the girl I adore and that makes me happy. I am just sitting in this snowy mess waiting for the summer, people who doesn't get very much snow is envious of me, but they have no idea what kinda nightmare it is living in Norway's ice and cold. Stay out of the north I tell ya! but I'm not just complaining nah, Norway has many good sides so I can't lock those out either, but I'd rathe live in England or Greece or America.

The All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight

A falling star
Least I fall alone
I can't explain what you can't explain
You're finding things you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight
It ends tonight

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight
It ends tonight
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight
It ends tonight

Well... this song describes perfectly the situation and how I feel... I can't say anything more, just read the lyrics and you'll know how I feel. I have survived this round, and hell I even got cudos for reporting that troll, the MODs said I did the right thing as well as I should watch my language... but this has damaged SSU and it's all my fault, but this time I won't run away. I'm still here...

Okay many of you might not know what has happened on SSU, but I might get banned for everything I said... there's 99% I get banned, and 1% chance I make it, so if I get banned, I just wanna say goodbye. I'm pissed at blockbustermonk and a bit sad now... but as long as I know you guys won't have to deal with that guy again, I can walk outta here with a big smile on my face. I'm still hoping I can stay, but most likely I won't that's why I'm putting this up^_^

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight
It ends tongiht

Man, I just become stupider every day y'know... my grades keep on dropping like birds from the bird flue... I just feel really reeeeeeeeally stupid and what the hell can I do to be smart? Of course, I don't wanna be a nerd without other friends than his lil' books, but to raise my IQ by 10 would be nice... >_> seriously, my senile grandmother in Trondheim(which is 98 years old) has a higher IQ than me and she couldn't even figure out how to open a milk carton. Maybe I need a huge slam in the head(or maybe that's what I got:?) I just hope Roxy doesn't mind having a dumbass boyfriend, or else I'm in deep sh*t...>.>

Well, I was actually leaving but after 2 days I found out that people didn't want me gone in the first place so I came back:P I just wanna thank all the people who helped me such as Quake, Demon, Maria and my beautiful, smart, funny, sexy, cute, lovely and great girlfriend Roxy^_^ ah well, good to be back;)