I'm dependent of my family, i never had a job in my life and the only thing i do is study, play games, and draw & paint. I never go out, only to go to cinemas or to join with a group of people to...study <_> . I'm not a leader, i'm like the worker, i like people to do the things for me. And to think that i'll have to raise a family, make money, do everything alone...it kinds of scare me. Is not that i can't do all those thinks, but the change will be hell of BIG. Is like a fish going to land, a drastic change. Sometimes i feel so controled by my parents that i wish i could run away and become independent. I'm not controled by them, but i was...they never let me go out with friends in their cars, they didn't put me in any sport teams. And the funny thing is that they deny it.

Anyway, i'm sure i can adapt to such an independent life...hell, i think i could love it...no rules, you do everything you can to survive alone in this world, you have your own money, and you can raise a family and determinate the future of your children. It's sounds kind of tough thats why you have to do things well in life, because those things are the ones that will determinate your future and how people treat you.

I'm not ready for an independet life, but with time i'll be ready. What about you?