Before I tell anyone this,I'm having that numb feeling again. Man I'm sooooooo sick of this BS. To begin this story,my grandmom and mother have a rocky relationship. The reason why is because grandma always had chose men over my mom. My mom had been abused (all kinds) by her men but grandma never believed her. This painful cycle continues even now but less frequently. Grandma always showed me love and care so I'm not exactly mad at her but my feelings toward her are a bit mixed. :? Also my grandma would always get into disadvantaged situations and trust my mom to pick her back up then what does she do? Leave her (and me) high and dry. She's done this 2 or 3 times already yet my mom still helps her. She's Christian so you know how that is. Remember the guy that broke into our house and junk? He was a low-down dirtyfool who did everything he could to make mom miserable. I never even looked ator talked to him although I wanted to say some colorful words to him. From what my mom says,grandma's still talking to him and crap. Now she moved outta the house leaving me and mom with no transportation and no food. Man I can't take this anymore! This family stuff is really getting to me! I don't hate grandma though. I still love her to death but sometimes she can be soooooooooooooooooooo stupid! God please help me before I lose my mind. :cry: