I've been having a troubled time since school started... happy to have my bf back over - but, as some might've noticed, I was very very worried and depressed too. Plus the art thing, which I did not succeed in, therefore I have to do art. Damn headmaster. Well I've been lucky and saw my bf, matt, yesterday - he came over to my house, but since the "wednesday scare" (as I'll call it - when I thought he dumped me) I've been in a weird state. Yup, I can't eat much when having breakfast or lunch, I only manage half, but it's getting better now. And I get really terribly depressed sometimes, for no reason. I can only hope this gets better and that my eating habits will return to normal. I don't fancy not being able to eat properly - scares me.

Oh well, some happy - ish news. Next tuesday, I will be celebrating (hopefully) being together with my bf for 10 months :). There are only 3 things really that keep me alive these days - love (from my parents + matt), friendship and "positive ambitions" (eg. I want to live up to seeing the rammstein concert in novemeber :P, and many other things). Sorry, I know this sounds kinda kitschy and sad (as in stupid), but I got this heavy weight off my chest. Lol damn , I'm getting too sensible :P Can't even cope with stress. Well, ok, I've never been so stressed before I have to say.

Back to the purpose of gamespot ... games!!! I'm getting more excited about fable every day. very time I see information about it :P Fable Fanatic! I can't wait to play this game, it looks like so much fun to me. I hate the fact that games need to come out later in europe than america. I see the release dates on this site, get excited about it coming out soon, and find out it's coming out a lot later in europe than america. Tough for the europeans using PAL consoles (e.g., me). Well, I'm off to continue watching tv (I even haven't enough time to watch good old tv anymore with school around!!)