amusing week again....not as stressful as the last though at least not for me. It' consisted of Work (of course :roll: ), apartment fires, car accidents, me getting along with someone I don't normally get a long with, and crazy weather (somewhat), a manager finally on my side, and weird dreams.
Work: nothing new....'cept new hires are taking MY SPOT that I go to to relax and sit and read for hours. That p!sses me off and I told a mgr that. Not that any of 'em seem to care any more:|
Apartment fires: one of the girls I work with, one of the few I get along with, her apartment caught fire one morning before she had to go to work. She still showed up for work too. I feel bad for her because she's one of those who doesn't deserve to have anything bad happen to her. I gotta admit though, she handled it a helluva lot better then I woulda. I woulda called off and freaked out and cried not knowing what to do. I hope things get better for her, I really do.
Car Accidents: To attempt to get over my feeling "useless", I took a drive to a store that's about half an hour away. It was the perfect chance to scream, cry, blast music...do what ever to calm down. It worked somewhat. On the way back there was an accident between an SUV and a van. The SUV was knocked off the road with the back end smashed in and the van....well you couldn't even tell there was a front end to it anymore. I hope no one got hurt.
Someone I don't normally get along with: Work was roasting yesterday, so me and this girl, the one that gives attitude but can't take it, are switching back and forth on making sandwiches so neither one of us passed out from heat stroke. I went through two 33 oz bottles of water and one 25 oz bottle (EVERY last drop too) yesterday.
Weather: roasting yesterday....cold today. I had dressed up all pretty and girly to go to the store I mentioned earlier. My mom had finally told me that it was cold and asked if I was gonna change. I looked at her and said "You were gonna tell me this when.......?"
Mgr on my side: only one....it's pathetic but I'm still grateful. She was the one who let me cry on her shoulder when I had my breakdown two weeks ago and she saved my ass again last night. I still had to do prep but the mgr on the side I worked on wanted me to do other thigs first which would have left me at work till at leas 11 pm. She says to her "Why don't the rest of you do what Katie's doing and let her get prep done?" Only good thing the mgr I had knew how to do (somewhat)....listen. I got to do prep and that was all I had to do. If she hadn't said that I would have had to do my job PLUS everyone else's.
Dreams: for the last two nights I've been dreaming that my sister lost my car. I've been waking up not having found them:/
Now I'm gonna stop rambling.....and finish drinking my pop so I can have my Smirnoff tonight. Yes I'm going to drink......sue me.
The keys to your life
" Anything good in your life comes from your ability to play and be free.
The best way for you to solve a problem is to let go of it.
Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions.
Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes."
BYEEEE!!!!!!