Well, I guess I've been masking some things. Its not a lie. I got my hours cut a work. Yeah it sucks. Cause now I have more time to focus on me..and I hate that. Less time to keep me distracted. Yeah, I can feel the onset of it. But I look on ward. Its not that today was a bad day by any stretch. It was really good. I got two pay checks. Cleaned up a lot. and well, I guess that it. Played Infinite Undiscovery, that always puts me in a good mood. It seems its hte only thing that puts me in a good mood. Once again that worries me. I guess the game is an actual escape. Its a nice single player game with an awesome world. Its fun for me. Anyways. I can just feel it. In my gut and in my mind. Maybe its all mental I donno.

With that, things have been going. I haven't felt much like going out with friends. Needless to say the last few times I have been out I just don't feel right. Maybe i have social problems, I'm not entirely sure. I can talk just fine to customers but sometimes i just can't find the right words to say to friends. Its just there. I get speechless and reclusive. Oh well. In other news I ran into Kirsten's mom at the hospital again. Always fun, she said Kirsten is doing not so good. Maybe thats the reason. I'm not sure yet though. I sent her a message o nface book. Oh how I loathe social networking. Anywho, I haven't received a response back not that I was looking for one i nthe first place. It was juat a friendly

hi how are things going there. I ran into your mom. So I figured I'd write ya. LMC(our JC) sucks haha. I got my hours cut at work due to the store not doing so well, but I'm looking forward to it as a mini vacation :P . Hope all is going well with you. Bye.

A nice simple message, let her know whats going on with me and what not.

Next up I got a test coming up. Oh joy. It'll be easy its an easy class, giving me a nice gpa boost. yeah. I hate it though, it feels like a waste of time. Oh well.