Sigh, with finals coming up tension is running high. I've become ultra defensive and easily aggitated. Its taking a toll on my Super Street Fighter abilities haha. Seriously it is, but thats ok it just pisses me off more then I quit and go study. Its been going rather rough as of lately. I kind of took the weekend half off and I feel ready to start hitting thebooks, I don't feel quite so burnt out. Its a good thing. I have been feeling pretty lonely and extremely anxious, with that my thoughts have turned to Kirsten again (sigh) I don't know why I do this but I guess its some sort of defense mechanism. Its been a mixed reaction this time around. Haha. I might contact her since I contacted and old friend last night and it was really nice to talk to her I've learned that just talking to friends helps me relax and it allows me to get thigns out. So its worth a shot, nothing to lose and some relaxation to gain. haha.

here is my good story for the weekend. My mother has a co worker who she is a good friend with, who has a daughter. they ahve decieded we need to hook up. So they formulated a horribly awkward plan to get us to meet. Which involved me fixing a computer, I knew this was a stupid ploy and well, I went a long anyways. I don't know why they are doing this it can only end horribly. If I don't take interest, that will cause problems, if we date and have the inevitable break up that will cause problems. Also I am not really interested in her. So its like yeah.... But thats that. I'm pretty pissed about the enite situation. Just another stressor that I don't need.

Feels good to write, just a few more weeks and I'll be enjoying somer :3