Well, after yesterdays blunder which I don't regret, but am still saddened by. I've been rather agressive today. Locking myself in my room to avoid contact with the world and to study for finals. Either way it was most enjoyable and that worries me. I was playing project sylpheed and I noticed as I would kill certain enemies I would feel the need to flip them off and tell them to burn in he|| cause I hated them so much. Thats not normal for me but it all seriousness I was able to rock. Haha. It may have made me better. I took a nap and well I feel better. Kind of. I don't know what to make of the situation. Ok I'm off to shower and study.