Its been a long day. I didn't get much time in prayer. Sadly but it was a test of patience. Work for 9 hours. While not eating. its a lot. I've deceided to go till Wensday. It'll be nice.

So I spent my lunch break in prayer. I prayed for Her, and while I felt better, I wasn't fully focused. But I still felt the presence of God around me and I felt comforted with it. That I'm going good. It was a feeling I had lost and it was nice to have it again. Tomorrow isn't such a busy day so I can get a few things done then be ready more meditation tomorrow. Today was just a nice little prep time, get me going. Test my will, if I could do it. I don't think the other days will be as tough as today. Espically since I'll be spending more time in mediatation. Which I'm looking forward to. Help me get myself back on track. Hopefully find my path or find out if the path I've chosen is right. And get the courage and idea's to help those around me. And maybe learn how to reach out to her. There is a lot. I'm excited for the rest of the time. Well, thats it for tonight. I'm gonna relax for a bit. Put on some Lincoln Brewster and listen to sermon online. Thats my night. Gnight all.