I worked Halloween, yeah fun times not really. Bad customers, blah blah blah. It was a lame time all around. Anywho with that. Things are going. I've tried to get a new life message going for me. And well, its sort of helping. The feelings for Kirsten still remain and yet somehow I still remain optimistic about it. So anyways. I dressed up as Dilbert and no one got. WTf is wrong with people. Does no one think the business world is funny? I do, and no one else does. I was like curly tie, glasses and a coffee mug. People were like Harry Potter? No! You're wrong.

Anyways, its hard for me to work with what I'm given, and I shouldn't be as sad as I am because I have friends going through hard times to but that seems to affect me a lot also. Y, her dad is going back to Vietnam, so her parents will be split. She is extremely sad about that. She is sad because she misses her friends(including me) because she feels she doesn't have any close friends up there anymore and I feel her pain. It makes me sad. I want to help her but I can't.

My friend Nick, his mom has had cancer for about 2 years and is struggling to survive. That has taken a big toll on him. And its understandable. His mom is very generous and nice. We are quite close. Anyways he has been struggling at work just to get hours and I can understand he has to take him mom to chemo and help her a lot so he can only do part time. Anyways, with that he just learned his mom might have to file bankrupcy. yeah I know. Great he isn't do so hot.

I tend to take peoples problems and put them on my back because I want to help, and normally I can't. And it ends up affecting me. Oh well. In due time everything will sort its self out. I just gotta keep at it and the times for me help will make themselves appearant.