Yeah I am off from college but not from work. And while I hate work, I hate it less because it is something to do. I am still excited for each day I am just ready to start my nursing program. I want to move forward and quit this job to be honest. I have just played games worked and hung out with friends. Its a good summer but eh I am ready to learn follow my passion. Ya know? These long summer nights have brought up a lot of past things that well. I tried asking Y out that ended with rejection. So there goes that. Haha, it was worth a shot right? Nothing ventured nothing gained. Things have been awkward but eh, we are gonna go see up on Saturday. So that will be nice, since we haven't hung out in a long time. I have been talking to Kirsten's mom about every week now. She is doing summer school, so she is still at college. It just gets me wondering. But then I try to squelch the curiosity with hate and its a bad cycle to be in. So I have been having to deal with that. Either way I would love to hear from her just to see whats up. So my thoughts have turned to romance with no one who is catching my interest or I have already been rejected by so its kind of bleh. haha

I contacted an old friend and that been going a long quite well. It seems we have been having many debates and discussion that is pushing me forward in research and my arugement abilities. So that has been good. Its been most enjoyable, he was always the analytical type and I think he was surprised to see me become that way to.