It seems I go through two week cycles and near the end of that two weeks I hit rock bottom and start tripping out. I use this as a vent and it works out nicely. With that its just me having to release all my pent up emotion. I know bottling is bad but it seems to be what I'm doing.

So I got about around 10 o clock, I lookd at my clock and the power had gone out but I didn't notice sit said 11. So I hoppd out of bed thinking I gotta get ready for church. With that, I got there mid way through the sermon. It was a sermon of hope. heh, wasn't what I wanted or was looking for to be honest. I wanted a message that wouldn't give me hope at all but it was there. I was a little upset, but I soon got over it. Now the cycle continues I believe.Well with that I'm going to bed