what I was unsure about yesterday/ i know today that it is fact/ she unknowingly has pulled me out of the dark abyss/ of the one aspect of my life that was still in tatters/ the feeling may not be mutual/ but this renewed feeling of the ability to feel intimacy is actual/ I speak of intimacy on a social level/ because that's the building block to the next level/ and though the next step may not be with her/ I'll still sing her praises/ because it was that one night at the bar that I'm thankful for/ thankful because it proved a point/ that sometimes you can't always get what you want/ but if you're patient enough, you get what you need/ and what I need right now is all that you offer/ even if you don't realize what you hold within/ I see it in you and that's what's allowed this emotion to begin anew