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I'm sinking and it's getting hard to reach the surface.

So I haven't blogged in awhile btu that's because I never have much to blog about. But thigns have happend within a month, drama life issues and awesome new toy!

Let's start with all the good stuff:

  • I turned 17 on tuesday
  • I got a brand new phone a week ago and I must say it's one helluva a device!

*This phone is easily the highest tech phone available in Canada, only the Evo surpasses it.*

  • Got a part-time job at Taco Bell and I must say I LOVE working fast food compared to retail... God, it's just so much exciting and fun.
  • I also have a lovely girlfriend who I adore

Now let's get to the..... DRAMA

Three weeks ago or so I had a major issue with my girlfriend, she would snuggle and fall asleep with her best friend (Who is a girl, but my GF is a 5 on the kinsey scale so it was oh more so threatening). But that's not it, it's the SAME girl she was crazy for 2 years non-stop.

Kinsey Scale

*Yes I'm almost dating a lesbian... Wanna fight about it?*


So after I keeping that to myself for a bit confronted her with a letter threw a bestfriend (there wasn't much of a choice at that point, didn't want to ruin her thanksgiving). She completly understood, everything was good and we saw eye-to-eye and she has promised not to do that anymore.

So I have one week of goodness, being happy and etc. but then she starts to get into MAJOR drama with my two bestfriends at school. This put me in the worst position, I had to stay neutral and she was really taking it hard, it got worse and worse and worse.... And her mother beat her.

It boiled ever, she reached a very high depression point and was suacidal. This brings me up to last week. She told me she was going to be admitted to the psych hospital on Wednesday a day after my birthday. My bithday went great but I've still had that on the back of mind being depressed.

I woke up wednesday morning in tears. She was going to be admitted the day after as no beds were available. We hung out that night, I held her, she started to cry as did I... It's just been all so heart wrenching and it really hurts. I got up thrusday morning unable to get out of bed so I stayed home yet again from school.

In school I'm sinking pretty fast. I'm on the verge of failing a lot of my ****s and this year really matter. It's getting harder to tredge threw this all but I must... My furture depends on it. I need new work habitis, I need to try harder :(

My plans this weekend? Mope around, work tomorrow, mope some more and then go back to school Monday.

And vidya gamez... uhh, I got the PS Move and I must say this is solid tech and sports champion is a fantastic game to play with friends/family. Especially gladiator, my god I destroy everybody at it xD

I plan on buying Cod:BO with a internet buddie as I need some new gamez and it's shaping up to be a solid COD. Then I plan on getting Catc, LBP2 then KZ3. Maybe buy my older brothers computer. Not too sure.

I did beat Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep awhile ago.


*I could listen to Aqua's voice for hours on end... Terra's on the other hand? Not even 5 minutes.*

Solid game, defiantly AA worthy but my god the load times and such just take away a lot from it and the voice actingcan be terrrrible. Great gameplay, I really loved how they added making your own material and that story board (drawing a blank here forgive me). Loved the music and worlds and the entire level layout. Very fun game, recommended to all PSP owners.

Well that's all I have to say for now folks.... Thanks if anybody actually read all of this ahaha.