Never really got around to working on the garage, just kept puting it off, then this whole bout of fear and worry hit me, so I tottally didn't do anything, I'm hoping its gone my stomach doesn't hurt, But my feelings of happiness and content haven't come back. I just woke up, cause I was finally able to get to sleep, earlier.

I love you mili:)

I just hope those feelings dont come back, or not any time soon, cause god they we're so unnerving.

Mili don't feel useless ok? your not useless:) your a wonderful sexy, beautiful girl, my wife, as long as you love me, I'll be through any thing, your gods gift just for me:)