Ellen and Lil's latest blogs opened my eyes to the fact that I've been such a b!tc* I was always thinking about myself, and the move, and OMG I've lost a book! when I really should have been here for my friends. Please don't say anything to the contrary, because it's true. I hereby resolve to do ANYTHING I can. I textmailed Leilani earlier, and she told me to be there for Heather, because everyone else's problems are beyond my maturity level. I think, being a friend to people older than you involves the responsibility of helping whenever I can with whatever. I'm so sorry I was such a(this long word was censored when I tried to post it. It's the really long combined cussword on Lil's LJ). I'd really appreciate it if you'd forgive me, but I'll understand if you don't want to, because now I've realized how much of a hypocrite I've been, and how I don't deserve to be forgiven. Leilani's theory that everyone is a hypocrite might be true, but I was acting with way too much hypocrisy.