I thought I was going to have a good spring break, but I was in for a surprise. Okay I try my best to be a faithful to my girl, I mean im only human. I never cheated on her or anything and I still in love with her. You know im from the hood so i know the difference from (sorry to say but there are some girls out there like that) golddiggers , hos, b*****, tipdrills,and just girls that are just dirty. And to me I though Alexis was girl for me. I mean she was every thing I wanted in a girl, she fine, sexy, funny, sweet, and a slimwaist and pretty eyes, and a good personality and had all the other good quality's. But Thursday night my girl called and told me she got in a fight with mama , and asked could she come and stay over. So I told her yea , she came over and I talked to her a little bit but i did'nt want to stress her about cause I just ask her tomorrow . I went to Micke D's to get her and my brother some thing to eat. She ate and she looked so happy. We watched Tv and I asked her where she wanted to sleep she said with me so I said ok. She came in the bed and I told her " you does'nt have to do anything you dont want to, cause I love you and you can stay with me as long as you want " she smiled and said " I know " and one thing lead to another. She woke up at 7:15 and got my brother ready for school, because I overslept . I woke up at 7:45 and she was laying next to me I thought I forgot get my brother ready, but she told me she did it for me. I did'nt have to go to school cause I suspended cause I got in a fight with some bloods over my Bestfriend. So I just spent the whole day with by baby.( I know you dont want to hear about all the sex , so I'll just skip to Saturday ) . I kind of like her being there , It felt like she was my wifey are something she cooked and helped me clean and we had fun just being with each other and we brushed our teeth , bathe, ate, played , sleep and do other thing together. And Saturday I found out her Aunt live across the way from me. We went over there and spent some time with her cousin. I was going to go home but the lights went out , so I stay over tell they came we played 'truth or dare' till it came back on she was so happy I stayed. And so I just spent the night over. In the morning we got up and we went home and I needed to clean up so I told her she could go spend some time with her cousins. And she came back over at 12:00pm she said she missed me . We watched tv for a while and then we went outside and watched my brother play with his friend. Sunday we had so much fun we got on the computer and then you going to laugh but I'M FOR REALwe....read a book together and It was so tight, and my bestfriend came over we ordered a pizza and watched tv till about 2:00 am then he went home. Monday night I didnt mean for it to happen but it did . We were all watching a love movie and it got to like a uh.....love scene and watching king of got horny so went to the other room and we couldnt control our selves and I put on some love music and then a hour a half later my brother walked in and we going at , I mean we were under the sheets so he didnt see anything but we got made and screamed "get out" and but I felt embarrassed so i stopped. But when I left the room he came to me and said " Mama's on the phone" he had called and snitched on me , and told her every thing , she bi***** at me for about an hour. And i was really mad because it was midnight and that meant my baby had to leave but she didnt have anywhere to go so i said **** it im already in trouble so stayed and I was kind of mad but she calmed down. And after all this she wasnt mad at my brother, because if I was her and someone snithed in me It would some body layed out on the flo. She sat and held and said she love him and she not mad because that what lil brother are suppose to get on your nerves and be a pain in the *** . We layed down I told I was going to clean she down worry about and we would do it in the morning so we went to sleep. She held me tighter than usually so I know she was scared . In the morning we cleaned up and she went to her aunts house at around noon. My mama called and bi***** at me somemore and said she was going to kick me out. Alexis called and told me loved me over the phone. My mama came at about 3:00pm and she talked to me but she just punished me (cant go anywhere, no phone call ,)and I stayed and in the house all day for 3 day at 8:00 pm on Wendsday i snuck out to go see her. She was so happy to see me see was crying and said she missed me, and I gave her hershey bar her favorite. And she was so happy I didnt stay long I went back home. Thursday at around 6:00pm I went to go see her but she wasnt there, her aunt wanted to talk to me she told me about some boy that was calling her and then and said she went somewhere but she didnt know where. Just when my suspense was at it peak she told me she was pregnant. And that she had ran away from home. 2 weeks prior to the day she called me . The she asked me how long and I been with her and did I sleep with her, I told a year and a half and i hesitated then said yes. Then she told be some thing that made my world shattered she told me she was younger than me and that I could go to jail for statutory rape , I am 17 then so I was wondering how old she was and she told me she was 13 years old. I couldnt believe she lied to me about how old she was she told me she was 15 when I met her I was 16 at the time. I walked around the neighborhood for about a hour and a half looking for her. She came back...........................and her cloths, were ripped and she was bleeding , I found out she had been raped by someone in her family that why she ran away. I know that she ran away because he tryed to but she got away . But It was so much s*** raining on me I didnt know what to do. The ambulance came and got her and her mother came so I couldnt go down there. The next day I couldnt stop thing about her and I was so depressed I came to the conclusion that despite everything I still LOVED her with all my heart and I couldnt stop , and if she was pregnant with my baby I would take cake of it no matter what. I dont know what to do I dont know , if it makes me a bad person but I just miss her so much I cant sleep, eat, thing straight without her. Please some tell me what should do no bulls*** just help me . Right now i just need friend help me thur this.

Yo what's da deal my names Mason. Everybody seems so friendly. I even made some friends , that cool. lol but its weird, you know what i mean , to ask so to be yo friend i never did that.Usually when people meet me, they like me so we just become friends, unless they got beef. But it's all good . It's kind tight I just got to get use to it though. So holla at me , you can talk to about anything, need advice on anything or just need someone to talk to,who won't judge you Holla at ya boy.