It's been a while. I wasn't really planning on writing a blog today either, but I decided to get Fallout New Vegas today and was updating my games list, and well one thing lead and another and you know the rest. This will probably not be much of an interesting blog, and probably not a long either. One word comes to my mind this day - Life. Not the new BBC series either; the real deal yo. Life in work, life in gaming, life in love and life in pleasure.

I'm a person who can't decide what he wants to do, and usually abandons whatever it is he's working on to start on something else. For example, I love to read. Just yesterday I finished Neil Gaiman's - The Graveyard Book. It was tremendously great! I love books and because of that I love to write, which leads me to the book I'm writing. I get excited about it and I can't stop the ideas from flooding my head and I write away. But then I pick up a new game and that's the end of it for a while. I play my new game, which leads me to more games which ultimately leads to getting addicted to World of Wacraft again. Eventually WoW's luster will fade and I'll catch a great video on YouTube which inspires me to create a video of my own. Suddenly I'm obsessed with trying to be creative that it drives my wife bonkers. So I'll pick up my guitar and I'll try writing songs. After that, when I either get discouraged or run out of ideas, it's back to my books, and the cycle repeats itself all over again. Madness.

I consider myself mediocre at all those things, which makes me run around in circles not allowing myself to progress at one specific thing until I get really good at it. I would use the term "Jack of all trades" but I don't want to sound full of myself. Actually now that I've said that I'm trying to figure out why I'm even writing all of this? Hah. Sorry for the rant about myself. But that is what runs through my mind time and time again. I wish I could live somewhere like where the Samurais lived in the movie "The Last Samurai" featuring Tom Cruise. Ever since I looked at that place I've always been in love with the idea. I think it'd be AWESOME! :D .. Laying back, taking in the scenery, reading a book, munching on a cookie - the freaking life! But that'll probably never happen. I don't think my wife could give up technology. :lol:

So that's that for today. Not really sure what it was but it was something nontheless. Hope you're all having a good day. :)