Hey there. Things are going great with school, work, and volunteering. I am still waiting to hear back from the CFRC, but I am patiently waiting to find out if my application to join the Navy has been accepted yet. In the meanwhile, I am busy with all my classes, homework, work, teaching Sunday School, working out, and doing Big Brothers Big Sisters.

I have a confession, I used to smoke about two years ago. I was a pretty light smoker I guess, because I only smoked three or so a day. However, I smoked for two and a half entire years before finally quitting for good. However, lately I have been having strong urges to smoke. It is kind of funny, because I can not even remember getting a single urge in all of 2009.

I don't want to smoke again, because it smells bad and costs too much money. I also do not want smoking to age my skin, yellow my teeth, and rot my lungs. However, I have not had strong urges to smoke like this for a LONG time. I never thought I would get them again, at least not after two entire years of being a non-smoker. I do not spend time around other people while they are smoking, and I have not been more stressed out than usual... why then, am I getting these urges?

I really hope I do not give in, and go buy cigarettes. They are so expensive, and I know I would regret it later. Maybe I need a new "addiction" LOL

TTYL