Yesterday wasn't the greatest day of my life. My girlfriend just broke up with me last night because she said that she didnt have time for a boyfriend and that it wasnt working out because she never had time to be with me. (we've been only going out for a week >_>) After I hung up on the phone with her, I just didn't give a damn what I did at the moment and yes, I cried and I wanted to get wasted even if I did promise her I wouldnt do anything crazy.
Then my friends later called me up to see what I was doing and I told them what was happening and they yelled at me for asking for beer and that getting wasted because of a break up was stupid and absolutly not worth it. Im ditching 1st period right now so I can type this up and talk to my friends.
During Biology (We're in the same class) I didnt even bother to talk to her or even look at her because I didnt want to look like im depressed or sad in front of her, that'll just scar my dignity. I hope she didn't take it the wrong way and I still want to be friends with her but I just need time to get myself back together.
It might be really ****ing lame but I still love her even if we arent together.
But ya I swear everyone said we were probably a perfect couple but it wasnt really perfect at all.
Anyways I havent played video games in like...2 weeks almost maybe I should go rent some out and just have a good time with my friends so I can kick the depression out. But ya Im looking out for Company of Heroes or maybe I just might kick it at the arcades with my friends and have a few games of 3rd Strike to calm me down.
I think saying that I wanted to get wasted was a really f'king stupid mistake and she doesnt even want to say a single letter to me, I guess everyone is right and I should just give up on her. Guess our friendship goes down the drain
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