Hello folks, how are you doing? I haven't blogged for a criminally long time because of my mental state. I've been institutionalized since last November and there's still lots of time for me left before I can get home. Can't say I'm feeling good right now when I'm writing this, but the meds I've been having have been quite powerful for my condition (schizo-type psychosis). Still, depression hasn't left me. I got some anti-depressants for a while but they didn't work too well. My paranoids became more severe so they cut that medicine out and after that, I've been more like my old self. They are starting a new pill which should drive all the demons away called Leponex, but as a side-effect I must go once a week and give a blood sample since there's a small chance that it'll cut my white blood cell count low.

But, on a more positive side. I've just finished my first book of poems and send it to a publisher. The wait is long and hellish, but I'm quite interested to hear what they have to say. For the first time I've actually been very happy with my poems and I even started to write another collection and it's going quite swell.

That's about. Hospitalized but still looking eagerly to the future.

Oh, and happy Valentine's Day :)