I've had tons of fun. Going to Europe was a blast. I'm 20 years old and not many people in their lifetime would ever get a chance like that :D Before Europe I was having the time of my life with some new and old friends. Drinking alcohol, smoking weed, going to see Gwar, meditation, reading, love, video games, movies, loving my life even more, anime, suicide, eating sushi ^_^, religion, philosophy, video games, friends, family, love, manga, xbox live, chinese food, serene calmness, lending a helping hand. So many things have happened.

I feel more open-minded then ever before in my life, I guess this is because of the way I change in thinking in my current situations. Perhaps I will do better.

These past months, weeks, and days I have somewhat strayed away from partying and being socially active. I've quit reading at the moment and have been playing video games a lot. Sometimes I will spend days none stop playing video games on xbox live. I've started to tone down now in my video game sessions however. I'm going back to dbcc on August 23, and I'm quite prepared for the road ahead.

I wonder how all of my friends are doing. Haven't kept in touch with most of them. The last time I hung out was with this one group at rob's 4 or 5 weeks ago. Funny german kid was running after passing cars haha. I haven't gotton drunk in a very long time. I sure do miss getting drunk with friends.

I think all of them are having good times or at least trying to. I'm kinda getting tired of being a isolated hermit video gamer and now I feel like partying again, but school is about to start.. Bah.

I'm getting kinda sleepy, will update later.