I'm listening to Kelly Clarkson – Miss Independent, song while I'm writing this Blog and I kept one writing it for the past 3 days!? Ah-huh -,-"I just didn't have the time to write, I was busy on moving out from the place that I was studying at, to my hometown again! Just finished packing and it was a hard time packaging 2 and half years of collecting things and making memories :D. Saying goodbye to the room that I live in for not much time but worth every minute ;)

As the summer time started here in Saudi Arabia, I know many have spare a lot of games for the whole vacation! And others won't play even 1 full game during the season of traveling. What I really envy myself about is how random thoughts I have made for the last 2 weeks about going out of the country for the very first time!

Yeah! I've never been out of Saudi Arabia! I feel like I've never seen the world yet and I'm so damn excited to go at the end of this vacation to Canada since I've got a scholarship thanks to the government for their great support. I've no idea where am I suppose to go exactly in Canada but my big brother (who's working on my papers) had told me that I shall fear of nothing but one day he will call me telling me that everything has finished and I shall come to the capital for the last treatments. Imagine that someone never went out and he still doesn't know where he's supposed to go but hell yeah I'm going to CANADA WOOT! Lol

I've really bad feelings about certain things:

1. The looking: you know, it's important to keep your look great. And I'm working on a diet for the last 3 months. The benefit of this diet is 34 pound lost without getting back (I hope so) because I'm not working on that diet anymore for over a month, but still I kept on losing weight :D how good is that? Heh!
2. The traditional Habits: we all know that each country or people have their own ways of communication, looking, thinking and even eating. So it might be tough having nobody to teach me what am I suppose to do in different situations. I really don't want to be embarrassed.
3. Religions: Each people or country have their believes, faith and some other.. God. So, its going to be difficult here too to guess what they believe and how to talk about it. It's never mind actually but you know when you say something that some believe it's wrong to talk about and stuff. You know what I'm talking about right :S ? kinda scary because I heard that some people are very strict about anything include their own religion. And I'm one who doesn't want to be in that situation with someone like this T_T !

There's more about this, but I'll talk about it later when I got more time.

Now, the question is: What are you planning to do in this summer? Any Video Gaming plans? I've bunch of thoughts about playing some games this vacation which are listed as:

• Crisis Core: Final Fantasy (PSP)
  the completion of Final Fantasy VIII and how Shinra company was doing before Cloud start to interfere , so great to play another game for Square Enix.
  Progress: 26 hours playing, 28% missions.
• PATAPON (PSP)
  Being God to people calling themselves Patapon is so weird! And all what you can do is encourage them with drums to make them continue their journey to fulfill their claim fate ;)
  Progress: Mission Door of Promise and I'm trying to rebuild the whole army for Desert Paradise Battle which I've had enough of trying to win :S
• Final Fantasy IX (PS1)
  Replaying the game again, since I'm one crazy lover for the best damn series of Square Enix. So replaying an old PS1 game would be a tiny hope for me to keep waiting more for FFXIII :(
  Progress: Grinding for the mean time in the West Part of the Outer Continent when Kuja sent Zidane to the Oeilvert place. I'll try to keep grinding till the whole party reached Lv42+ then I'll go inside the Oeilvert (Disc 3)
• Final Fantasy X (PS2)
  Well, I'm sure that a lot has finished the International version 100% more than ones right? Well I didn't till now, thanks to Mr. Dark Aeon Anima! His Attacks are almost Impossible to win against which it makes me 98% finishing the game till now! I couldn't reach 100% till now and what makes me so damn angry! I'm so basic equipped, I mean I managed to kill all the dark Aeons including the dark Magous Sisters but till now I couldn't beat that damn THING!.
  Progress: I'm one step far from Sin's destination but I need to full the spheres first and deal with dark Anima first.

• Hot Brain! (PSP)
  I was playing this game yesterday and I found myself stupid for the very first time! Lol, I couldn't understand the math part at all XD only going from low to high was my "lukewarm" which it was my best lol. I'll never be able to open the Medium part of this section XD
  Progress: I did open the Logic "medium" section but not the rest of the practices :p
• Final Fantasy Tactics: The War of the Lions (PSP)
  I really like playing the Tactics games especially Disgaea Series :D. But, one thing I couldn't understand yet, why I couldn't like FFT: WoTL that much as I liked Disgaea? I don't know actually but it seems like the control system was little bit hard for me to handle. Yet, its Square Enix game and I must finish weather I liked the game or not! Lol it's just a MUST XD
• Mana Khemia: Student Alliance (PSP)
  I just started this game and I figure out that it's actually another story for Atelier Iris series or something! I don't know much but apparently, this game gonna be Hella-Howa game :p I mean it's gonna be very cool game :P
  Progress: I just watched the first scene of the game. So, no progress yet.

As you can see, all of the games are on the PSP because I'm going to travel a lot and so, I won't take any of my Home Video Games consoles. I'll try to hook up myself with the PSP till I got back from several places with my family.

Also, there are bunch of games I WILL play in the future. Some haven't released yet and some has but I couldn't play them until later for some reason which I've no idea what are they! Lol

• Atelier Iris 3: Grand Phantasm (PS2)
• ****of Heroes (PSP)
• God of War :Chains of Olympus (PSP)
• Mana Khemia: Student Alliance (PSP)
• Metal Gear Solid Portable Ops (PSP)
• Resistance: Retribution (PSP)
• Wild Arms: XF (PSP)
• Phantasy Star: Portable (PSP)
• Silent Hill: Origins (PSP)
  

That's for The PSP and I still didn't think of anything for the 360 yet, but I'll manage this later

Let me tell you series facts about me, and it's some weird ones too!

First,I bought my PS1 when I've seen Squaresoft game "Final Fantasy VIII" trailer for the very first time and I couldn't stand against that. So, I bought the PS1 and totally forget about Final Fantasy VIII because I was so poor in English and I couldn't find that time till after 1 year of searching! lol

Second,I bought my very first PS2 (cos I already have 4 -.-") when I saw Final Fantasy X trailer and I couldn't also stand against that and I bought the whole console for that game with that game in the same day (I had enough searching for Squaresoft games and I learned a very good way to get my copies)

Third,I bought My GameCube when I've watched the trailer of Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles for the first time and I got all excited that I worked with the grass cutter in front of my house for more than 6 hours! It was a miracle for me to stand all this time in middle of the worst weather globally ever! That was all for Final Fantasy Sake lol

Forth,I bought my PSP 2 months ago after seeing DISSIDIA Final Fantasy Trailer on ( http://na.square-enix.com/dissidia/ ). The game is 2 months later official English version release. So, I'm all exciting for this game ;).
Oh right, one more thing! Go and check the official website and go to weather Cosmos or Chaos it doesn't matter but check the Multimedia section. Square Enix can't stop making their audience play and play! Seriously, isn't fun playing with the chains on the left and right that section? Try to get your mouse near to the chains right and left and see what will happen! I played with them for 10 minutes lol! Silly :p

Fifth and last,right now after the last demo that Square Enix showed in the E3 show, 2009. I just can't wait for the beginning of 2010 to get my very First PS3 with my Final Fantasy XIII copy too! Isn't this game worth buying the whole console? :p

I've no idea what the hell Square Enix is actually using to make us buy the consoles just to play their games! I also think about buying the DS for Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days sake!

Honestly this game is so important to link the rest of the information that I gathered from playing Kingdom Hearts 1, 2 and Chain of Memories. And of course it has Roxas as a main character too! Isn't this fair enough to get the game for god sake! Lol I can't wait any longer XD I have to get that game sooner or later -,- but it better be soon cos Roxas look so hot in the official site ( http://na.square-enix.com/khdays/ ) but I'm not gonna get the game till it reaches the English Version on 28 September this year which that means I'm gonna be in Canada :D !

Anyway, that was a big blog! For me speaking all that with not much mistakes or a crap talk (which I'm sure there's fair enough mistakes to cover this blog entirely lol, but meh XD) although, I'm happy to communicate in English that long till now it was a serious challenge for me to write that much but I hope I did good ;)

Happy Vacation everybody :D
Don't sleep for more than 1 hour and keep playing games 23 hours a day ~! (What an advice)

holy c*ap! i just dicover i'm officially addicated to Final Fantasy XIII since now! :S

here a print screen of my music counter (Last.fm) its great site with fantastic abilities to show what are you listening to all the way before, not only around computer but also in your iPod and your iPhone too :D

click on the page for bigger size

Since i've been listening to Final Fantasy XIII battle theme song for the past 48 hours and of course i allready have it in the iPod, iPhone, PSP and the computer :P. I just figure out Last.fm had counted 420 times already! i just can't believe ma SELF XD !

horrraaahh! ... GO Uematsu SAMA GO GO! XD

i'm downloading Black Eyed Peas new album [The E.N.D] i'm sure its gonna be another kind of addiction over there too, who knows?...

At least one of us can make different when he had been asked if he ever did something for changing right? Yeah whatever it just my philosophy to start something... Just say something unexpectable to make no sense then start your real subject :P

I just downloaded Tenchu shadow assassin PSP version and honestly I was regretting the minute that I ever tried to download it T_T. that's sucks! You can't even move freely: S why in the world games change to worse sometimes, and some other games you wish if there are ANY new versions for it!!! Take for example today I was browsing PS1 games to see how much did gamespot score it and I got shocked when I found the best damn game Hogs of War got only 5.5 -,-" and some other games got waaay to much.. but yet it just a taste of some whatever players I don't even know who they are :P so anyway, back to topic…

Why games sometimes are getting new stupid updates while the old once win the whole thing up?
I love Hogs of War, it was one of my best games ever.. it took me forever to finish it up and bet me buddy but this game way too hard even comparing to Red Alert strategies lol, hey I'm serious lol but you can't win at all if you couldn't choose your team very wisely and whatever that crap all about..

At the mean time, I'm trying to find this game with EBOOT format so I can play it again on the PSP but unfortunately its no use. Some games are way too old for people to even remember -.-" I guess I'll keep dreaming about it till death < aww drama XD

Lets go to another that took a lot of people attention in the old-school ummm oh yeah! I found it! Its Resident Evil! I guess this game keeps getting better and better from the fan club I mean and true it's a cool game, but not anymore since the old camera system that goes between corners in the rooms and in halls, not to mention the game itself it becomes SOOOO DAMN EASY! You can finish it just like that *click* -,- why? It has no meaning if the game that we used to stay hours and days to finish it for the very first time become the game that you're able to finish in merely 5-6 hours long!! Oh crap it has no puzzles or secrets at all!!... just go and kick monsters here and there… kill the boss and get the key ( I see no keys in RE4 ) and open the door to finish the umm…. Mission? It turns into missions now? What the heckk!!! Lol this is suck! I thought Jill Valentine was trying to survive when she got to the mansion… and again she was superman I mean supergirl trying to get way from raccoon city while Mr. NIMSESS was chasing after her saying STARS STARS … that remind me of myself chasing after the teacher at the first grade asking for golden stars lol... Meh

Another game that changed into something else, I'm not gonna say its bad changing or anything like that cos we still have something " pretty " remain in that game, which is Final Fantasy series has changed from turn-base role-playing game into action-role-playing game? Check the MMO XI its completely different game but still SE keeps her best of stories and picturing here and there. Which keeps the fan shutting their mouths up for while and HELL yeah I'm so excited for the new FFXIII so badly that I kept listening to the Battle Theme song for more than 100 times already lol I know this is addiction but hell yeah it deserve lol .. Nobuo Uematsu still doing great job by making fabulous songs to make us happpyyyyyy xD

But I missed the turn-base battle system so much T___T that what makes Final Fantasy so special :S still we have tactics in the other hand to enjoy playing the turn-base thingie for the mean time :p which I love Square Enix for J they really know how to make the play happier than ever lol

CAPCOM didn't have anything horrorABLE to show this E3 for 2009 but it might have more things in the next TGS which I hope they give us any damn horror thing or I'm gonna crush this company :S
the last 3 versions of Devil May Cry were semi-worthless comparing with the first addition of the Devil May Cry. OMG it was very hard and I barely finish it in week! The monsters and bosses were in the same power as Dante... I remember that I was afraid of the clowns the most lol cos they were blocking my attacks sooo easy lol and I kept attacking till they turn me into a fried chicken ( i meant the fire clowns) that was really action over there!! And I still didn't talk about the secrets and the old cool weapons that look waaay better than the briefcase that Mr. Dante was holding it on DMC4 which it turns into 6 types of weapons I was like WTH XD … killing monsters in 1 shot .. clowns were barely survive one shot XD I thought when they were coming to my side I was sure that they'll start begging not to shot them with that briefcase lol but I did anyway :P !!

Another story with a fabulous game which it was Dino Crises … god how much I loved that game T__T.
that game was one of my most favorite games ever as horror game .. not much dinosaurs here and there but still the way of playing and the halls too quite makes you freak out all the time waiting for a dinosaur to show up lol in the end they don't show up into that hall … but they did in the next room lol! Imagine that ! XD. The Codes were a different story, I tried for more than week trying to get to the first coded room which it has a big glass wall when the T-REX show up for the first time eating someone you know .. a doctor I guess. But it was a fantastic experience over there, and with Dino Crisis 2 everything went away and it became walk-kill-open-doors game which I hate the 2nd version but I kept playing it cos I loved that series

I finally found it! XD i was wondering why the hell am i going to buy the PS3 for? well no affiance but i do like to play games that keep in memories for a long time :D not only a pretty-action-cool-playable game and that's it :p well, i was looking for that reason for a long time, mostly since the whole console released! but yet i couldn't find the very damn good reason to buy games cos almost all of them are not even exclusive to the PS3 console.. so i decide to buy X360 2 years ago i guess.... anyway, on the E3 this year i found the reason... which it was very known before.. it just gotta take time before its gonna released Final Fantasy XIII = 100% Final Fantasy Versus XIII = 85% Final Fantasy XIV Online = 100% the result = 285% chance to buy the PS3 XD isn't this fair reason enough :p ? i mean look at these videos and tell me if i'm wrong about it XD SQUARE ENIX roooxxx for REAL! i never thought the battle system gonna be just like that! its VERY DAMN AWESOME well i guess only the soundtrack is worth to play the game itself :P pressing the commands fast and trying to make combos wow ... take this as a reason to love SE : i love final fantasy series (VIII, IX, X, X-2, XII) and i'm playing VII at the mean time btw + i love Disney's movies and i've full collection of all their original movies (the animated ones) in my Media Library = Kingdom Hearts Series isn't this dreams come true? lol ... its a miracle to me when i first found out about it here in gamespot.com 5 years ago or more so that's a reason to love SE to me :P (i wish the fully happiness for you together lol XD) the 2nd reason: i love Bloody Roar Series (*sigh* they stop it god damn them) and i die for Guilty Gear Series.. not to mention Marvel VS Capcom the first version and little bit the 2nd one (i love these fighting games cos of their FANTASTIC combo system) + i sell my kidney for one of Final Fantasy new Series (i love square OMG-graphics) = Final Fantasy XIII so, what do you expecting me to do about these coincidences ??!!!! square sometimes do the miracles :D and if they're gonna stop remaking **** for Final Fantasy VII i would love it more and more -.-" i mean this is really c*!p making the same story again and again .... before the c$^p ... after the whatever ... cloud's stories and what after and before ... so what -.-" c'mon do something new ... just like what are you doing atm ... now square ROXXXX ... i just can't wait for FFXIII & FFXIV BTW: i never play FFXI due to the place where i live has no FFXI at all .. i even waited for more than 2 years -.-" also i don't have credit card to get the game online ... so i'm so F****ed up about the online system of SE ... i wish i can get FFXIV next year as fast as possible... check this sexy guy down here in the next picture ... omg *nose blood* i