ugh! im so pissed at my parents!

remember how i told you that i was deciding whether or not to do cheerleading?? well, i decided yes so i went to all the practices...but now, my parents are saying that im not allowed to go to the camp or anything because it costs too much and its not worth it!

theyre saying that because im only an alternate, i wouldnt be able to cheer at anything most likely, so its not worth going to camp and paying for it if im not going to do anything...but i think im going to get on the JV squad soon....

^^ because today, they had us doing stunting and it was SOOO much fun...and i was the flyer...(the person who goes up on top...who actually does the stunts, not just being the base) and the coaches were saying that i did really well and that i should get used to going up on top...theres only like one other girl who could be a flyer on JV, so they might move me up!!

grrr...im so pissed at my parents...they told me they wouldnt pay for camp or anything i need because its not worth it....theyre always telling me to do a sport and now that i am, they criticize it...its like anything else i ty to do...i cant do it if it takes up too much of their precious time...