You see, I've been wanting to for a while, and it will be the real thing. I know "the picture" will be posted. But I want to talk to people about it. The girl I like likes games. She loves Resident Evil 4 and zombie games. I have her number, she has mine. And she really wants me to go to her birthday party. She will be 16. The party is a month from now. It's going to be at the Holidays Inn indoor pool. The thing is, I don't swim. Well, I can swim, I just don't like to. I hate it. She's keeps wanting me to go, but I keep telling her I don't know.

Like I said before in comments, she likes another guy, and could never like me. Even though the other guy has a girlfriend and just graduated. I hate myself. I will never have a girlfriend. I'm a coward... I talk to her a lot through messages on Myspace, since school is over with, and I'm afraid to call. I don't know what to do... :'( I feel trapped. But I read what Blooddemon posted, the big column he got from another forum saying how if you like a girl it's not the best thing to become friends... too late. I just accept how I will never find someone who will like me and move on. :D All smiles and happiness on the outside, all hate, sadness, and frustration on the inside... :cry: