I know I haven't been around much lately and it might seem that I quit gamespot all together, but I really haven't. I have been busy with the long hours at work, I just now started beta testing that game and come to find out I really suck at it, not the beta testing part just playing online. I need to get myself situated for school coming up, I just can't get myself ready. I have been playing a game though and it seems to help with my destructive attributes but all in all I just haven't been myself lately. I know I said I was changing the way I look and my attitude towards things and in some cases I did I just don't think it is enough.
I know I said or maybe told myself I wasn't going to put any dreams in my journal entries but this one was kind of cool. It started off that I was sky diving at night, and the city looked so cool. The moon's light gave off a beautiful glow on the ground and through the water. Then all of a sudden I am headed toward a huge storm cloud, I am worried at first until I am in the cloud. The thunder lights up the cloud for seconds at a time and I see huge satellite dishes all around, even this huge one that doesn't look like it needs to be there, I mean this thing is massive, about the size of a 40 story building and about as wide also. For some reason I get a call on my cell phone, it's Bellsouth and Earthlink trying to sell me DSL! What is even more weird is the fact that I am actually having a conversation with two companies at the same time all the while sky diving. After I leave the cloud and hang up the phone I look down at the city again, it really looks awesome. I start to head toward the ground and I see I have no parachute on my back and then a thought crosses my head, I have heard of people who have actually died from a dream of falling if they hit the ground in their dream. So I actually woke myself up, I don't mean that I woke up right then, I thought about waking up and I did. Wow that was weird, but cool at the same time.
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