And of course the title has nothing to do with my actually journal post.

Have you ever been so angry that even the thing you do to release stress and angry didn't help? I usually play Grand Theft Auto to release my bad side, but today it didn't help. Everyone that spoke to me today only said negative things toward me. And it is not like I do something to them, I try and be helpful and nice most of the time. I used to be really helpful all of the time, you know like going out of my way to help someone, but I couldn't get the foot prints off my back so I decided that I would only help someone if I knew they were going to have a hard time doing it themselves or if I am friends with them. It doesn't matter where I am or what I am doing, there is always someone out there that will make my life a living hell. Right now I feel like just staying inside and never going out. I should get a punching bag or start taking karate again, get all of this physical tension off my back. Maybe I should move to Brazil, at least I know there is one nice person there (I hope she knows who I am talking about).