Of course if ya don't already know, I grew up in the all the wrong hoods f***** around doin all the wrong s***.  From drugs, which I still deal with from time to time (mostly weed, I try to avoid all the other s***, too many bad memories),  to packin heat, which I'm still guilty of (carry a Tec 9 in my car and a custom gloc down my lower back),  puttin people in the hospital, messin around with hood rat b*****s (prostitutes),  and gang affiliations (which led me to be shot, stabbed, and beat the f*** out of from time to time). 

I've seen too much s***.  I write this not to brag but to tell any of yall that thing the world of gang-bangin and underground hustlin some tight s***, by all means knock yourself out...if you wanna be buried six feet deep.  I should be dead but some fool up above has smiled upon me, lookin out for my a**.  I should have been dead plenty of times. 

Yeah dis be a testimonial but it's hope for all the homies stuck in the hoods and those who think they should be in there.  If yall wanna know what hard life is like, wanna know the truth, feel free to holla at me anytime.  But know dis, people cop s*** and blame it on they parents but know dis, I hated them at one time but in alotta truth, they helped keep me alive.  They taught me manners and etiquette beyond the projects and ghettos, I still talk like a fool from the streets and walk it, but whatever I do for bizzness, on Gamespot or wherever, I talk professional and being a fish in the clean world, doing so helps more than any fool know. 

So you ever wanna what its like...holla at me, I'll spit the truth for whoever.  Let me finish by sayin dis, gangsta's ain't gangsta's more than 80 percent of the time cuz they wanna be, because they have to be...survivin da game is what it's all about, at all costs, peace, I'm out.

P.S.  You won't eva usually hear me talk like dis, I try to maintain my professional game more than anythang.  I just can't tell you the truth without speakin the truth I know, aight peace out yall.