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Final Blog Post

Dear Gamespotters,

I have been a member of this community since May 2, 2006.

I was 27 then, now I am 31. In 4 years, I spent a lot of time enjoying gaming, learning about gaming and discussing gaming with others from around the world.

Gamespot allowed me to gain confidence in expressing ideas anonymously...gaming was a good form of entertaintment for me, too.

I have no regrets.

A year ago, I met the woman who will soon be my wife (soon as in an undisclosed time period).

I love her more than life itself. She means more to me than all except God; the commitment and love is mutual.

I have been praying for God to bring this woman into my life for nearly two decades...and she has been well worth the wait.

This is the happiest I have been in my life. I look forward to our wedding and thank God for her every day.

The issue is that I cannot afford to play games anymore. She went out of town for a little while and I purchased Starcraft 2...to my horror, after she returned to town, I spent 4 hours playing that game without a break.

Excessive gaming and a God-honoring marriage are incompatible in my opinion. I have to pick one or the other, and I wholeheartedly am picking marriage.

Enjoy games while you can...just don't forget that life is short and the woman of your dreams could be waiting.

In Christ,

Stowik

TacOps, Uncharted 2

TacOps version 4 (PC)

Background: I have never been in the military, but for my entire life I have been fascinated with military history. Naturally, I should enjoy wargames...however...it's taken me years before I have developed the attention span and knowledge base to begin playing them.

1 1/2 weeks ago I purchased TacOps v.4, and it's great. Here are some of the things I like about it so far:

1) It's unpredictable. No two games will be played the same twice. For instance, I have only played the Tutorial 4 times...and, the first time I got my butt kicked.

2) It's eye opening...for example, here is the Tutorial:

The Tutorial

You start out with an M1 tank platoon, an LAV25 platoon and an AAV7 platoon. The LAV25 and AAV7 are each carrying infantry units...3 infantry teams in the LAV25, and 1 infantry squad, an infantry MG team and an ATGM Javelin team (!) on the AAV7. You also have two artillery units providing support.

The enemy has some tanks (T-80s), BMPs and infantry hidden in some woods about 3,200 meters to the east.

The first thing is to study the map (especially the terrain) and develop a plan. The second thing is to give orders...finally, you begin the combat phase.

Two eye-opening things that I'm noticing are 1) the importance of maintaining contact with the enemy and 2) the ugly reality that all engagements entail losses.

#2 sounds obvious in a wargame, however, it feels painful to lose tanks when you only have 4 of them...especially when the enemy has tanks and BMPs with ATGMs.

The Surprise

I never thought I would get emotional playing a game that visually just shows some boxes moving across a map! (Especially when I'm just in the Tutorial.)

However, winning feels so rewarding.

Conclusion

TacOps looks like a simple game on the surface, but there is so much to it. I am learning a ton about warfare (in theory, at least) simply by replaying the tutorial and reading my way through the manual.

The game is changing the way I look at military history, which as mentioned, I have always enjoyed. In fact, I feel like I'm beginning to understand current events a little better.

I really am looking forward into delving further into this game. It might open the door for me to enjoy the stack of other wargames I have that are collecting dust (Korsun Pocket, Airborne Assault, etc.).

I don't know what else to say. This is like a graduation ceremony for me since I've always wanted to be a grognard but lacked the discipline to sit down and really study a game...

In Other News

Uncharted 2 is turning out to be a really enjoyable game. I had no idea if I would like it but so far it is a lot of fun.

Why Am I Posting This Blog?!

Well, I feel like I have discovered a new genre of games with TacOps. It's like learning a really fun card game for the first time. It feels good to be excited about a game :)

The Theory of 4

Hypothesis: The Fourth Installment in a good series often rocks:

Devil May Cry 4 (PS3)

Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 4 (PS2)

Grand Theft Auto IV (PS3)

Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots (PS3)

Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare (PC)

So...why do we even mess around with 2 and 3? I say we just skip to 4...

Games I would like to see released ASAP:

The Witcher 4

Dragon Age: Origins actually, this might be good lol. They should still change the tilte to DA4, though.

Demon's Souls 4

ARMA 4

Diablo 4

World of Warcraft 4

Rainbow Six Vegas 4

Far Cry 4

Mass Effect 4

Fallout 4

Ultima Online 4

Planescape: Torment 4

Silent Storm 4

Starcraft 4

Vanguard 4

Final Fantasy 4...I mean, they should just scrap 13 and redo 4, because as has already been proven here, the 4rth installment is always the best. No exceptions.

It's pretty obvious that games should just remake the 4rth installment indefinitely...I don't see any room for disagreement....

However, if you would like to comment, then feel free.


The Rule of 4

I'm looking at a serious backlog of games that I haven't played.

So I'm inventing a rule of 4; that is, I can only play 2 PS3 games and 2 PC games at a time...until I finish them. Here is what I will be playing over the next few weeks:

Demon's Souls (PS3) I deleted my saved games and am starting over as a Priest. I'm ready to finish this game.

Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 3 FES (PS2) I deleted my saved games and am starting over with a Walkthrough/FAQ. I'm a perfectionist/completionist as far as SMT games and I hate missing content.

TacOps 4 (PC) I've got some serious reading to do, but I think I will enjoy this game.

ARMA II (PC) I have had so much fun with this game. I really want to finish it.

That's all. I'm just tired of jumping from game to game without finishing them.

My Week

A bug has infected our office and I'm the third casualty. I feel like a cloud of sickness has descended upon me...food tastes strange, everything smells weird and I just feel like crap.

Here are some games that have been helping me fight these miasmatic days:

Batman: Arkham Asylum (PS3) Here is my problem...I "1/10" like Batman, however, this game was extraordinarily well put together. So..."9/10" from me.

Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines (PC) Here is my other problem...I have never wanted to role play a vampire before. I guess I enjoyed it in Oblivion, however...an entire game centered around blood is just too dark for my tastes.

Eternal Poison (PS2) I'm not really an SRPG fan...yet. Actually, I liked Silent Storm and Valkyria Chronicles...but the "grid" system as featured in Eternal Poison, Disgaea or FF: Tactics doesn't really interest me.

Madden NFL 10 (PS3) I returned this one, too. I enjoy sports, but not so much in games. I would be interested to play a game in which all of the players had the exact same stats...basically, a move back in time towards the purer and less-complicated sports games of the NES.

Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne (PS2) Hmmm...this was a tough one to return. I like SMT games and was really excited to play this one, however, it seemed impossible without an FAQ/Walkthrough. And the FAQs I could find were Word documents...basically, if I had the Doublejump strategy guide then I would still be playing this one. We'll see.

Shin Megami Tensei Online: Imagine (PC) I am not sure how much I like this one. It's cool to see the old demons, however, it feels like just another MMO. At least it's free. It might get better.

Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Summoner 2: Raidou Kuzunoha vs. King Abaddon (PS2) Just picked this one up. I'm really excited about it.

Devil May Cry 4 (PS3) Found it for a decent price, however, I have yet to play it.

I can't wait to feel better. I want to work out again. I also want to spend time with friends versus having to rest.

Oh Thank God

Finally *knocks on wood* I may have found an internet browser that works. Here is my history:

Internet Explorer: Worked, but was running really slow, so I switch to...

Google Chrome: Fast, but started crashing...a lot...so then I went to...

Opera: Which was a traumatic experience LOL I can't believe how many problems I had...so now I'm with...

MOZILLA FIREFOX: Which is working great so far.

The Next Game

Possibly may buy a game tomorrow...here are some I am considering, with some comments if appropriate:

1) ARMA II (PC)I heard it was bugged...so I probably won't buy it.

2) Hearts of Iron III (PC)This one is very tempting.

3) War in the Pacific: Admiral's Edition (PC)I dunno.

4) Mount & Blade (PC)I liked the demo, but I'm not sure.

5) Drakensang: The Dark Eye (PC)Nah...

6) The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion (PS3) I've played this one too much.

7) Killzone 2 (PS3) Nah...I bought this one and sold it...online was fun, but I have Battlefield for that.

8 ) Dead Space (PS3) Interesting, but probably not.

9) Eternal Sonata(PS3) I have no idea.

10) NCAA Football 10(PS3) Tempting...

11) MLB 09: The Show(PS3) Tempting...

12) NHL 09(PS3) Might as well wait a month for NHL 10...

13) LittleBigPlanet(PS3) I have no idea if this would be any fun for me.

14) Madden NFL 10 (PS3)Very tempting.

Looks like I'm interested in a sports game or Hearts of Iron 3.

Strangely, I miss playing Far Cry 2 on the PC. I deleted all of my saved games so it would be a royal pain to replay all of the missions.

We'll see...

Fight Night Round 4 First Impressions

I remember playing Mike Tyson's Punch Out on the NES as a kid, and ever since I have enjoyed boxing.

(Twice now I almost joined a local club but the spectre of permanent brain damage keeps me away).

Strangely, I have only played 3 boxing games: Mike Tyson's Punch Out, Fight Night Round 3 and now Fight Night Round 4.

I spent around 100 hours on Mike Tyson's, about an hour with Fight Night Round 3 (I returned my 360 and left the damn game in it lol)...so I was excited to try Fight Night Round 4.

So far, here is the good:

Graphics, physics/gameplay, depth.

And here is the bad:

I suck.

It's discouraging tospend hours alone in a room playing a game that makes you feel like you suck on a weekend.

I'm seriously beginning to get depressed. However, my friendcame over and I really kicked his butt...so...

I'm getting better, slowly. It's a complex boxing game...probably the best boxing game around...

And it cost me $60.

So I'm not about to back down...I will do what it takes to get good at thisgame, even to the point of becoming a mascohist.

When I get burned out, I will just play Demon's Souls for a few hours to boost myself-esteem. Oh, wait...

Why do the hard games haveto be the best ones?

Review of my Reviews

I have deleted some good reviews, and I have written some stinkers. For the record, here are my thoughts about my thoughts on games:

"Good Reviews": i.e. I don't regret writing them:

Battlefield 1943, Brothers in Arms: Road to Hill 30, Mass Effect, Metal Gear Solid 3: Subsistence, Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 4, Fallout 3, Rapala Trophies, Age of Conan: Hyborian Adventures, Planescape: Torment, Ultima Online, Theatre of War, Silent Storm: Gold Edition, Starcraft, Fate, Battleground Europe: World War II Online, World of Warcraft, Vanguard: Saga of Heroes, The Witcher, Tabula Rasa, Tom Clancy's Rainbow Six Vegas 2, Portal, Guild Wars, The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion

"Bad Reviews" and why

Monster Hunter Freedom Unite: I think this game is more of an 8.5. I oversold it...to anyone who bought it because of my review, I apologize.

Spore: I stand by the score, but I didn't really express my thoughts well.

Sky Kid; This game is maybe a 7 instead of a 9.5. I like my review (based on nostalgia), but 9.5 is way too high.

Call of Duty 2: Good review, but it's a 9, not a 9.5.

The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind: Right score, however, my review did not do the game justice...I got too complex in writing it.

Far Cry: 10 is too high. A 9 is a better fit. Review was just ok.

Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare: 9.5 is too high. 9 is better. Review was just ok.

Crysis: 8 is too low. 8.5 is better. Review lacked details about the game.

My favorite part of gaming (after gaming) is discussing games and sharing my opinions about them. It's a great feeling to write a review that you are proud of and even more rewarding to see that people found it helpful.

Anyone have any reviews that they feel were their personal best?

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