I had a dream a few weeks ago that I thought I would share.

The dream starts off where I woke up from a coma. I was pretty mind blown, and was curious to see what was going on in the world, how my family and friends were going and what I have missed. There was also this fear, how much time I wasted in this coma, would I be able to fit back into the world like how I left it? It is unclear how long I was in the coma for but unfortunately I wasn't in it as long as I thought. I am not sure how I am going to explain it (I am not sure how I even figured it out during the dream) but when I woke up, I only had memory from what was going till now. The truth was, I fell into the coma way more into the future but had no recollection on the events of what had happened between the events of my memory and when I fell into the coma. So lets just say I woke up from a coma today, and it was 2015 and fell into a coma in 2013, I would have basically lost my memory on what had happened from 2010 to 2013. I found this out when I asked my mum in the dream.

Something did seem odd in the dream though, although I was back, everyone didn't act like theirselves. I shrugged it off and continued with the dream and I went onto Gamespot hoping all my GS friends would be still on. I checked the Consoles Debate Union (a union in which I post in a lot) to find out the sad news that everyone had moved on. The next thing I remember was when I was at a friends house, having a get together with my friends. It was exactly the same as how I remembered it but there still wasn't something right. I decided to face the problem and asked what was going on? It was then that I realised the horrible truth.

During the time in which I don't remember, something bad had happened. I wasn't myself and during that time I became dark and bitter. I pushed away my friends and family and treated them all like crap. A lot of people really got hurt by this, and I hated myself for what I had become even they I don't remember ever becoming the person my friends were referring to. I tried to apologise and hoped everything would go back to the same. However one of my friends exploded and said "I would never forgive you for what you have done". Everything then settled down, and it was then that I came to the realisation that none of my friends had changed, they interacted the same way they did together. It was how they interacted towards me. They weren't as welcoming and felt as though everyone in the room hated my guts but were stopped by the mere fact that I don't remember a damn thing. All I remember for the rest of the dream was sitting by myself in shock and awe. What did I do? How did I get that way? Is this really happening? Luckily it wasn't, but it has been a dream that has left a impact me and really haven't stopped thinking about it.

That is all I remember of this dream, and although it is only a dream, it would have been a devestating experience if it were to actually happen. It has left me thinking about change. Will I be the same person in a few years time? Will I still have the same friends? Will my GS friends still be around? Will the CDU still be running? Change is a scary thought but it is both unavoidable and no way to prevent it. Ironically, the only thing anyone can do is not worry about the future, and enjoy the present while it lasts. :)