After when I played both X-Men Legends 1 and 2 and Marvel Ultimate Alliance for the Game Cube and XBOX I noticed that game companies like Raven Software cater more to the Next Gen consoles like Wii, PS3, and the 360.  I am getting sick and fed up with that.  I am referring to using characters like Colossus and Moon Knight for unlockable characters for the next gen systems.  When Colossus was an playable character on X-Men Legends I really liked that.  I loved playing as Colossus.  Just wish that game companies would stop doing this.

Well before I post my blog to those who read this please please be gentle and kind to me and my situation.  Below will explain it to you all.  Here it goes. I sent this letter to my Congress and Sentors and they can't do anything about this and I am very upset at the government and Social Security Administration about this.

Here is just the part about my situation with my SSI:

I am having some problems with these things and I really need some help in them.  I have been disabled since I was 5 because my father abused and molested me and I was placed in institutions from 8 years old to 21 years old.  I was placed there because my father would threaten to kill anyone who would try to raise me.  When I was 21 I had to move back to Maryland because my funding for me to stay in Devereux was cut. 

So I moved to my aunt’s house from 1991 to 1993 then I had moved to my fathers place because my aunt and I had a small falling out for a week.  Anne Arundel Department of Social Services went to my father’s house to pick me up because I was found a place to live in a program called Project Homes.  From 1993 to 1998 I was in Project Homes program.  In 1998 to 2000 I was in a Residential Program that Omni House Mental Health has.  In 2000 I moved on my own to Low Income Housing program that Anne Arundel County have.  Here are the problems I have and can you please help me?  Here they are:

1)  Social Security Issues:

I am being penalized because my wife and I are married.  Both my wife and I are disabled and our SSI checks are our only means of income and can’t work at all.  According to SSI since we are married they concider our finances together and because of this my SSI was cut from $603.00 to $144.25 and I am shorted $458.25 and I need that $458.25 because I need it to pay off some back bills that I need to pay and I need food with that money.  According to SSI they can’t help a couple but helps the individual.  The only way for me to get my SSI back to $603.00 is to divorce my wife Kelly Hanssen and I don’t want to do that.  Getting Food Stamps are out the question because of our total amount we get in SSI is over the limit.  I really need my money back and the only way to get it back is for the Federal Government to change the rules of Social Security Administration.  I think that anyone who does get married and gets SSI they should not be penalized for it and should get the amount of SSI before they get married.  My mother-in-law is angry with the Social Security Administration and the Government for what they did to me.  My wife was crying because of this and so was I.  I was checking my bank account from Bank Of America on Tuesday night at 4:00 AM because that is the time my Direct Deposit come in and the I found out that SSI took the $458.25 from me and I got the $144.25 and then I showed my wife and she was upset.  I didn’t get any sleep that night and my wife only got 1 ½ hours of sleep and I tried to call SSA at 7:00 AM in the morning and then they could not help me and told me to call my local office and then I called them at 9:00 AM and I got no help and they hung up on me 4 times.  So my mother-in-law took us to SSA Glen Burnie, Maryland office and was told of my situation and she didn’t like it.  Please help me with this.

Please don't make fun of me on what I wrote on this entry?

Thanks.

I am really getting sick and fed up with stores like Best Buy, Circut City, and other stores opening up at ungodly hours like 5 AM just for people to start their Christmas shopping. 

I seen some of the news reports from my news channels like channels 2, 11, and 13 of people cutting in line, camping out which is dangerous because you don't know who is next to you and you maybe a victim of an crime like an mugging or something.  Some stores don't even have good security and stampeeding is the result and you can get either injured or killed.  I had to work on a Black Friday which the owner told me that I was not supposed to.  My mother-in-law and her boyfriend Ken woke up at 2:30 AM Friday to go to Best Buy at The Glen Burnie Mall and was supposed to get an Laptop for Ken and looked at the line and it started at Best Buy and ended at the side enterance.  The mall has over 50 stores.  People need to sleep and not to go to the store on Black Friday.  I understand that Black Friday is the day that retailers get out of the re, but please don't make most of us get up at 2:30 or 3:00 AM.  What do you think about this?

I really think that its wrong for people to buy mulitple consoles of the PS3 and then selling them on eBay and inflating the actual price they should be.  I just checked eBay and the prices are around $1,000.00 US Dollars.  I think that buying multiple consoles makes it hard for other people to get one and to enjoy the system as others that bought one to actually play with it does.  Why would some people hog the system and make an profit?  At least the people who bought the Wii didn't do what the people did with the PS3.  Whats your views?

Well the move is done and now Kelly and I have moved to a 1 bedroom apartment 2.6 miles from my old apartment.  Well here is my new e-mail address:

bloodraynelover4ever@cablespeed.com

Please make an note of it to those who read my blogs.

Well as of sometime next week I will be moving to another apartment complex and I may have to canvel my Comcast.net e-mail account that I use to alert me of anyone replies to a message I post here. I hope that I don't have to cancel my e-mail addy and I hope that Comcast does service that building and if they don't I maybe off line for awhile and when I do get High Speed Cable and Digtial Cable it will be from another cable company I don't want to get again.

Monday night I had to got to the Emergency Room for Gastroentritis.  I started to have diarrhea and around 2 AM I started to vomit.  Not good.  I was in the hospital from Monday night to Wednesday night.  I am at 85% percent better and I hope that I never get that again.

Well I am still married to Kelly for 7 months and I love it.  She is so sweet and kind and I love her for that.

I am really getting pissed off at the lack of help in Gamespot Complete members making Unions. I sent this thread on the Forums Section:

Message Title: OK I really need help IN MY UNION THAT I AM TRYING TO GET off the GROUND

Message:

I want to know why does the Unions here you must invite at least 4 chater members to start the union? I tried to invite the peopke on my friends list and I got this:

Gathering Charter Members
Now it's time to choose your union's charter members, without whom your union cannot be established. This here's real important, so listen up!

You may select from 4 to 8 individuals from the GameSpot community to become your charter members. At least 4 eligible prospects must sign your union charter for your union to be formed (they'll receive automatic notification). These individuals will become your union's officers, and will be able to update and administer your union right alongside you, unless you dictate otherwise. You'll need to have at least 2 officers at all times, but you'll be able to promote additional officers later--or demote any of the ones who step out of line.

NOTICE: Be careful about who you choose as your prospective charter members, because if fewer than 4 eligible prospective members accept your invitation, you'll be unable to form a union for another 30 days. We recommend using all 8 available charter member slots, unless you're positively sure that your prospects are going to accept. We also recommend contacting your prospects directly, to get their consent prior to formally extending the charter member invitation. Feel free to leave this page and come back later--your work has been saved.

Only certain members of the community are eligible charter members (we'll let you know). Having trouble finding enough prospective charter members? Visit the GameSpot Unions Discussion & Recruiting forum and solicit the community for assistance! Or, invite your friends to register for GameSpot so that they can help form your union! If you leave this page, don't worry--your work has been saved, so you can jump right back to this step whenever you like.

You must invite at least 4 and at most 8 charter members. Why can you make it possible for me to invite everyone on my list? I am a Gamespot Complete member and I really think you can treat anyone who is a Gamespot Complete members? Why can you let anyone just make an union and have it made without mandating the person to invite 4 to 8 members and let anyone join the Union immediately from the list if they want to. Because of this I gave up on making my own Union and I may give up having a membership here as well. I don't feel I am getting anywhere with making one and I am at my wits end with it. I love it here and I don't want to go because of this. I have tried to make it for the past 5 months and nothing at all. I even tried to call CNET and to use the help sections and I still got no help.

I am getting sick and fed up with the lack of help and I do love my friends in my friends list and I really question why that they will not even help me get my own Union off the ground and why some of them have it where they will not accept any invites? The Union I am trying to make for the past 5 months is, The BloodRayne Sarah Kerrigan Liberation Front Gamespot Office. I am really getting upset that I am not having any success in this. This is my first Union and no one want to help me. I feel that I am not really wanted at all here.

Well the wedding went very nice. I got married in Annapolis, Maryland in a court ceremony on 6-17-05 at 1:30 PM and 10 to 12 people went to it, not my mom. She forgot the date and thought that the ceremony was on Saturday the day of the reception, but she did make to the reception. It was cheaper to do it that way. The reception was equally nice. We did the usual things one does at a reception. It has been a week and I love being married. Kelly is a lucky gorl to found me.