Last year in November, I met this geeky girl at my school named Tiffany. At first, I only liked her as a friend but then I noticed that she started to like me back but I didn't like her at that at time becauseI had a girlfriend. (How stupid of me!!!)

She was looking at me funny and kinda sexy but like a moron, I shut it down. She always be playin footsies (maybe that didn't mean anything.) and then I just forgot about my gf and play with her.

She also has this guy friend named Kyle,who I thought at the time, liked Tiffany so I didn't want to interfere. 2 weeks later, Kyle gets a girlfriend which means he doesn't like Tiffany at all. I guess around that time I saw Tiffany in a whole new light.

Then in December, my girlfriend and I broke up so we could still be friends and around that time things escalated between me and Tiffany. For one, I took her to the Snowcoming Dance. During the dance, I held her hand and she held mine. Also, she laid on my chest and I put my arm around her softly and she put her hands around my arm romantically. And at the end of the dance, when I escorted her as a gentlemen (she says.) we held hands and then she hug me tightly.

Now ever since that dance, we be looking at each other as if we are the only two in the room. I wanted to tell her how much I care for her but I didn't want to ruin her Christmas.

So now, it's January, and I think I'm going to do it...... I'm going to ask Tiffany out.

Thanks for your advice.

My Christmas is going to suk.

Why?

You know my mom (You do, that's kinda creepy......) She's very cheap!!!!!

I want an iPod Touch for my Christmas gift. That is all I want for Christmas! I know I sound like I'm complaining but I speak this from the facts.

2 years ago, we donated to the poor for Christmas.......(how can we donate to the poor if we are the poor!!!!!) Then, my mom said that at least we're going to spend Christmas together. Come Christmas night and she's at a Christmas party (without us!) That was worse when she ditched my birthday for a stupid Norwegian CRUISE!!!!!

Last year, Oh......that tragic, tragic year.......

All I remember was.....socks, clothes, and underwear (I was good that year.)....... (At least, I got colonge but look what that cologne gave me.......girls......and problems.)

This year, I plan to worship my mom for a decent gift. (I shouldn't even have to do that for a gift.) I am going to be the "GOLDEN SON" so there's no way she cannot say: You're slipping up, boy.

Also, I gave Sam (my baby cousin) boots for Christmas. (To be honest, I could have gave him a piece of bread and he'll still be happy, lol.)

All I want is an iPod Touch. My bro doesn't want me to have one so he keeps bringing up my present and tells her how much it costs. (300 bucks -8 gbs.) I'm tired of not being on Wi-Fi, I need internet capabilty and music.

Sometimes, I think that deep down, I totally screwed...... I kinda wish I told Tiffany how I felt about her but no-one wants to known as the A-hole who ruins Christmas. (Got advice for me about Tiffany? Go see and reply atprevious blog.)

But enough about me,what kind of Christmas dream or nightmare came true for you.

My Christmas is going to suck.

My ex is with her new sizzling flame. I still consider her to be anA-hole but I am not as angry as before....? Why....I did not know or at least care.

However, there's a new fling in my life, Tiffany. Ok, ok....she's like this nerdy girl at my school that I somehow like. For whatever reason, I think she like me back but everyone or every other sign tells me no she doesn't.

Damn, I learned my lesson (follow your heart-which is still a really gay morale.)

The thing is I wannagowith Tiff and it's really hard for me to talk to her. This is the first time I going to talk to someone without the secret intention of "getting inside her pants." (I'm seirous, either I'm gay or maturing.)

Uhh......

There's some signs:

1.We both sang "Over and Over by 3 Days Grace together, at the same time.

"Over and Over, over and over, I'm falling for you."

2. I took her to the Snowcoming Dance. (Suprisingly the day, my ex gave me that "shocking" e-mail.

She laid on me and then I put my arm around her. She liked that because she put her head in my chest and her arms around my arms.

We held hands together at the dance but I doubt she took that seirously. She hug me so tightly in the end after I escorted her out.

3. She is alwayslooking at me. (at lunch but never Spanish ****)

She always look at me in the hallway every time we pass by.

What should I do about "Tiffany?"

I dunno what to do. Should I pursue her or avoid the pain and die alone (A little dramatic......)

Today I tried the most retarded idea of all time, in all relationships.

So my (preferably ex-) girlfriend sent the breakup e-mail.

And so 2 days ago......I read it so in my mind, the first thing I wanted to reply. But then I remembered that e-mail break-ups never go well. So I decided to do it in person.

How if the break-up already happened? Well, she doesn't know that I read it already.

So 2 days later, today, I meet her in person...... The truth is.....I was shocked!!!!!!

I mean no eye contact and I'm pretty sure she probably didn't even care. But when I assume that she didn't care, she ends up caring.

My first "real" break-up, now I know how it feels.

Remember when I had a crush on Olivia (probably don't since most never read my blogs..), I didn't tell Olivia and stay with Kenya. (BAD MISTAKE!!!!)

I 'm glad I'm still friends with Kenya's friends but sadly I'm sure that they should think I'm still Kenya's boyfriend. However, they were a lot more nicer than before.

I learned some things about life:

1.) I should stop saying yes to everyone.

2.) I tried sohard not to look needy but instead I ended up looking distant. And most importantly three....

3.) Whether they're sudden or already foreseen, break-ups are still painful and tragic.

Do I see Kenya and I together?

Yes, but in 3 months tops, as friends.

My girlfriend is cheating on me with her so-called cousin.

Doesn't matter......(hiding away the pain.)

I got into it with her sis (who's older) and very annoyingly......

Anyway.......i'ts because that we do long- distance.....

A word of advice.......

Do get involve in long-distance relationships.......

The Writers' Strike doesn't have any effect on Kids' WB.......

Why?

Kids' WB do their work preseason and they just simply distribute their work throughout the season.....

Just in case anyone was wondering......

I don't get it but everyone tells me to get a FaceBook page!!!!

My friends at school, my girlfriend, and my brother, and even my TEACHERS!!!(which is pretty to hear it from.....)

Anyway, I want to know what is so damn exciting about Facebook..........

Somebody tell me!!!!!

I went to Cedar Pointe on Saturday.....

I decided on this long ago...... but I decided not to (you know what; and no I'm referring to sex..)

Anyway, I happy that I didn't end it....

I happy, you're happy, everybody happy!!!!!

Two great shows ending.........

I feel that the whatever ending suits it best but just curious.....

How would it suit you?

This is my first blog since that SPECTULAR Cedar Pointe TRIP!!!!!