Thanks everyone for the comfort *hugs* :)

well, I finished my last exam today. xD Gah, it was french..oral!! so I was like alone in one room with my mental teacher!! it was like a torturing. XD
Well...I don't know how my exams went really O_O I mean I think I didn't fail them ALL... xD Well I couldn't really concentrate that good on studying this time. =/ I mean everything that happened, plus I felt like uberly sick. :shock: I had this terrible pain down my stomach, it didn't feel human anymore. Well then I stopped eating for a while and started to loose weight and my mom was going to take me to the doctors if I still didn't eat by friday. but well I did realize it was going downhill with me, and forced myself to eat and stuff and now I eat again. ^^
guess it was a combination of stress and pressure (and kind of a broken heart too XD) coming to me from several things going on.

but I was getting worried there. XD
Well, so now i'm in vacation!! =D well yeah actually I'm in vacation starting next week, but since exams are over and I don't have to go back to school till january now, it's already vacation for me. XD God...I'm gonna be bored. XD Well I'm going shopping with my friend soon and to the cinema and do regular stuff when you're on break you know? xD I wanna go and try to find FMA manga!! XD
and to start the vacation with, our internet wasn't working anymore. XD I wanted to watch some TV but there was like no signal, and finaly we figured the cat pulled out the plug when he was running from the dog. XD so we put it back in, but still nothing..we had to call several services to help us out to get internet back. XD

errr...well...my grandpa is as good as gone....the doctors said they're still gonna wait a few days and if he doesn't wake up (which he probably won't) they're gonna turn off the machines and he'll...well die. Yeah....a funural on Christmas?