Hmph, I suppose I haven't posted anything in awhile. I've been spending my days getting rid of stuff. It hurts so much though...

The problem is that I'm moving. Across country... Maybe...

Well, my stepmother may be getting a job there, and even though I'm kinda old to live with mom and dad, my father presented the fact to me that since my life has been not-so-nice to me this past year a complete change of environment might be good for me. Plus they'll pay for stuff while I go to school, which means I don't have to spend all of my money on living and I can actually work on getting a decent credit score. Geez... Life is mean when your first roomies in life steal your creditcard and give you an awesome start to life with 'barely 18 and already in debt.' Woohoo, I know, I'm super negative.

So I decided if they go, I go, and if they don't go, I move in with my little sister because I can't stand people who depend on (Using quotations.) "magical aid" to feel better about life. Did you get that? Do you understand what kind of magic I'm talking about? Good, because it's cute when you're 16, and it's neat when you're 60, but when you're in the mid-20's and you spend all day in your bed it makes you less of a person. Whatever, moving on.

I have a lot of crap that I've accumulated over the years. Books, lots of books...twelve or so boxes of books, some I love some I hate and all of them do not fit in a single book shelf. Here's a kicker, I have the complete Animorphs series boxed up in my garage, try to out-nerd me on that! I also have a lot of games that I've played to tears. So I decided to ritually sacrifice that part of me that loves to be a packrat, and get rid of stuff. Especially the collector's edition stuff. Regardless of the fact that I paid a crap-ton of money when I originally bought it, none of my games are ever going to reach the heights of Suikoden II's collectibility. And the more I hold on to them, the less they're worth and the more broke I am. So I killed my childish collector's soul. Brutally, it was horrible, but I became hundreds of dollars richer. True story.

The more I get rid of stuff the more I realize that a ton of crap is missing, and I need to explore our storage shed. Do I want to? No, I scream if something even looks like a bug, and I hate dust. Another reason I'm going to enjoy moving,a place with no pollution means I might be able to go outside and breath, I might even get skin-tone! Crazy, right?

So, I'm sitting on my computer, writing a ridiculously long-winded blog post to distract myself from the need to go dig through old crap and see what's trash and what's treasure. That's why I wrote this although few people will ever read it.

Oh yeah, I have a sealed copy of the Growlanser Generations Deluxe box set and I can't bring myself to sell it. Geez, I wonder why?